I hate all of my consumers.
A year ago I started off as a peer/ life coach and while maintaining my peer role I’ve become a job coach. I only have hate towards my consumers now. On more than one occasion they tried getting me fired when things don’t go their way. They rarely show up to appointments and often blame me for them not showing up despite giving out reminders. I’ve been yelled at repeatedly never by my boss, but by multiple consumers for very mundane things. I can go on and on. The pay has been ok ever since I transitioned to full time, but now I’m a punching bag for no other reason than trying to help these people. I know I shouldn’t feel this, but it’s the only emotion I can feel regarding them and my own mental health has taken a toll