u/Usual_Berry2

So I was exploring sites from the hidden wiki and there was a site for unreleased stories so I thought I can find some interesting stories there but guess what??? All the stories were about romance between a human and animal? LIKE WTF??? mostly lion and cats? I thought I am getting it wrong maybe it's something else so I read one story. And in that story, the author was romanticising the relationship of a cat and her owner. Like her owner was not forcing her. She was telling him to do all of this. WHAT KIND OF SICK PEOPLE ARE THESE? I was traumatized.

P.S. I was exploring these sites cause I'm a tech student and I wanted to know about dark web but I mostly opened sites for learning hacking and stuff and I thought this site was about unreleased books 😭

i need urgent info about pgs near ddu.

I am getting AIML branch in top government engineering college of Gujarat. Though I have other options too i am getting IT and CE in other colleges. should i choose other college or branch doesnt matter much??
I am not sure if i have interest in AIML or Development or anything. I am lost. and mostly people said its kinda hard to get job after btech in this field and i dont have any plan to pursue Masters. what should i do?

I am getting AIML branch in top government engineering college of Gujarat. Though I have other options too i am getting IT and CE in other colleges. should i choose other college or branch doesnt matter much??
I am not sure if i have interest in AIML or Development or anything. I am lost. and mostly people said its kinda hard to get job after btech in this field and i dont have any plan to pursue Masters. what should i do?

How was the placement of IT and AIML branch this year?

I am confused about choosing aiml branch. Help me. Is it really good or IT is better option?

so, let me start from the very start. sorry for broken grammar and exaggerating in advance but i have to share this.

1 year ago, i had a best friend of opposite gender and i got attached but i knew we were not good for each other as partners we were very clear about this and one day he stopped giving me random updates and when i tried asking he acted weird. it turned out he found a girl on snapchat and in 2 days they exchanged each others id password. lets fast forward it, i over reacted maybe. and i told him that we cant be best friends cause you didnt try to explain even after knowing how overthinking affects me. so at that time, i was alone in new city. something horrible going on in my family. so it was all fucked up maybe that was the reason of my over reaction not that i am justifying but he called this all drama. it hurt like hell at that time.

so in short it was a very bad phase of my life. and i feel i have no friends. but there was a boy who always checked on me. we were very good friends like actually very good one that we never even needed best friends tag before. and i felt seen. i felt like i matter for someone. i used to randomly message him at 2 am asking dumbass questions and he never gave me off-vibes. he proposed me a year ago before this all happened but then he said he has moved on. and tbh i was so distracted that i forgot to set any boundries for him. i gave my everything to that friendship. like we had that rule to obey each other. and we used to do. so slowly, my life started depending on him. but even i knew we cant date. we both have different preference. we were too different. but i wasnt ready to leave him. then he started putting extra efforts. we were in same college so daily hangouts in cafe became a habit. he even gifted me a soft toy and i was so heart broken at that day cause deep down i knew i could never forget him but he eventually will.

then he started noticing that i am getting attached. one day when i was mad at his rude replies and asked him why he is acting weird he said are you getting attached. i said yeah. he said try to be normal and my world collapsed cause just a month ago he said you can expect from me i am different you can be the real in front of me i will never leave you and shit. even though he was not someone i imagined as my partner i was ready to be in relationship in future. (for context, ive never dated any guy cause i was waiting for THE ONE) but he changed. and that shit broke me. i cant even express how much unwanted unloved and abandoned i felt at that time that i literally begged for this friendship in front of god. and him. but yeah, he said "it was all bullshit. i didnt mean it that way." so, he changed but he was not giving me reasons. i even asked him clearly that is it because i am getting attached he said no. its hard to explain but seeing someone acting different who once used to be your best friend. fk, it broke me that it was hard for me to even follow my daily routine for 2.5 months. its been 2 months there is someone in his life maybe. he still thinks that i am his best friend. i've never told him but i dont consider him as my safe place, my home anymore. theres still many details but okay thats enough. feeling good after writing it all out.

now theres a guy who proposed me 15 days ago but now i've became completely different person. like i used to be very soft spoken and childish. but now its hard to trust. cause he was the person i trusted the most, even more than my own family. khair...