I need help with mental i guess

So i've been playing off and on for a while nothing serious until my closest friend really got into it. He plays jungle. I play either Mid (akali syndra vex) or support (milio Rakan Thresh)
The issue is i really really really hate this game. I hate the horrible champ designs (durrr i point and click you i win) to the casino style matchmaking. (lets all tower dive the jinx and thresh what could ever go wrong)

I'm at the point the only way i tolerate playing this game is playing milio and blasting music because nothing you do in this game is ever good enough to prevent point and click, trolling or any others unnecessary BS this game offers.

Like i just can't bring myself to enjoy this game no matter what i do but its the only game my friend will play and i want to game with him. I tried to get him to play other games but due to the way the game works it caters to his addictive personality.

So the big question is how are you suppose to actually enjoy a game that is designed around being unenjoyable?

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u/Varindral — 13 hours ago
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[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

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The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join

DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 1 month ago
▲ 6 r/roll20LFG+1 crossposts

[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join

DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 1 month ago
▲ 1 r/lfg

[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago
▲ 3 r/lfg

[5e 2014] [7:30PM CST] [Online] The long war

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land. Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair. Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice. any questions or to join DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago
▲ 2 r/lfg

[CST][Online] [5E 2014] [21+]The Long War

The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land.

Additionally there will be a stress/insanity mechanic to this game as it takes a darker approach to war. Combat is most likely be deadly but fair.
Start level 1 survive and win the war for your kingdom

Session will be 7:30PM CST on Wednesdays. we use roll20 for VTT discord for voice.

any questions or to join DM on discord: Varindral.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

Community Tier list made

So in my previous post i asked everyone to vote for their favorite book. And with counting all the comments this is the tier list i came up with.

All i can say is fuck them cheese sticks.

u/Varindral — 2 months ago
▲ 1 r/lfg

[Online] [5E 2014] Wednesday 7:30 PM CST, Looking for 1-2 more player, 18+

Campaign name The Long war. The Hook The party is drafted into a war. The country says this war is to support their nation of The United Provinces of Caldris or UPC as they fight the The Oridian Collective ToC. After your 2 ½ months of basic training you are put into the 91st Infantry division designated Thunderwing. Your destination is the front lines of the Yuanishi Valley, a once beautiful rain forest now torn apart by war and nothing but a waste land.

This is a modern fantasy (aka modern military and magic mixed)
will be using Discord voice and roll20 for VTT

For more info or interest please message me on discord
Discord: Varindral

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

So i have now read everybook, listened to every book, read the comic, and joined the discord.

.... I love this series so god damn much. Im so excited for the TV series and the new audio book coming out. I just want more.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

I am tired of having to over preform and carry in every game i play just for even a chance to win. its exausting. Im tired of the casino match making video games have of putting 4-5 people who arent able to form a single thought and require being babyset at the mid ranks. (diamond masters OW, Phantom deadlock, 3.8k IO CE raider WoW etc etc) Like im not the best but there is no way people are this challanged.
Im at the point where i dont care if the game is good or not anymore if the game puts me in lobbies with people who are more the likely drooling over their keyboard i just uninstall.

Its like any video game nowadays is just toddlers waddling around in diapers unable to do anything without being handheld and told what to do. and im just kinda done with it. I want to just play a game where people at my level are actually my level and know what they are doing. they arent going to be feeding, throwing, greifing, trolling, etc etc etc.

Is there a game like that that has a actual matchmaking and not a babysitting simulator? Like seriously someone please know a game that actually punishes and rewards their players.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago

Im not allowed to listen to anything at work so i hide a ear bud under my headset.

But im listening to book 6 and I just got to the part where carl has slugs popping out of him.

And the "did you just rip your dick off and throw it at me" just happened and i died laughing.

Little to say i got a write up.

Worth it.

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u/Varindral — 2 months ago