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Please guide me. I live in a family, in with my parents, from a village town near Bangladesh. My parents have history of promiscuity. When I was in class 9, I first caught my mother sexting with my physics teacher at late nights, 1AM, 2AM, 3AM... Then as a naive I busted. Then I got to know stories and stuff done by my father as well, long before, although all of those were not as concrete but I could sense the thing. Now they once again live together, and act as if we are all very happy family. And expect me to respect them. My family has already shattered, I do not like them at all. I hate this drama or whatever they do now. It's been 7-8 years now. I don't have any friends or any extended family, because my mother is a single child and father's family made property issues (basically stole from us). My parents were also very controlling since I was a kid, so I never made friends, and relationships. Recently I got into a relationship last year from reddit but I blew it off, all because of my lust and my own fault. And I don't find any other reason to live anymore. I feel love or the caring, I hate what care they give me, I oppose it knowingly, sometimes I did that to ex gf as well, because she used to love me mostly unconditionally, which I never understood why and how. So, tell me what's the point of living? What is life for? To enjoy? What is enjoying? I am having discussion about this with a junior of mine now, but not able to find any answer. The only reason I am not dead yet, because he told me one thing, we don't know post death consequences, and that pain can be even greater than this pain. I also did not understand feelings until recently. Like I felt my chest getting heavy, but recently I watched some videos of Dr. K explaining, that this is the feeling of sadness. So, the question is, what is love? what is enjoying? what is the point of life? Whom to live for? Is it even worth it to live in India as a man, just for another woman?

Please don't be toxic, I know this is a public platform and I must be ready for all you throw at me. But please, this is a humble request, if possible just guide me. I am very tired.

I earn 3 Lakhs a month, but my father is just above begger, so there is no savings or nothing that I can buy a house or something. And I am also a fresher, so this current job is my probation period and I can be sacked next year if I don't get promoted. So, I cannot throw away money here and there. I work from home, so no office or anything.

I am starting to learn marathhi from today. I do know basics and also know how to read devnagari. I'll try to regularly make this post, about my progress. If any one wants to share any materials on it, feel free to do so.

I have around 10L capital till now and will have 2L cash each month. How to invest properly. I don't have any family responsibility. For emergency, I have that savings separate. I kindly request everyone to guide me. For months now, my money is rotting in FD. Please please guide me. My aim is to have ₹5000-₹10000 as side income each month or atleast buy a house, 2-3BHK around Kolkata within next 1-2 years.

Kindly explain me the usage, root and possible borrowings in other languages. Wikitionary doesn't credit this to sanskrit. Also kindly use Devanagari or Nagari (Bengali, Assamese) script to explain the root, not latin-roman please.

Life feels too much meaningless. Currently final year BTech student. Earning 3 LPM for the last 6 months. But life has never been more shallower. It's void and empty. Had a gf. Broke up with her today, because of no physical attraction with her anymore. (LDR relationship). I don't know what's love, happiness, enjoyment at all. Drank like hell on sunday night, then vomitted badly. I don't know why I did that. I hate drinking, but doing this just for the sake of letting people think that I am a 20s guy now, and not some baby/kid. Sadly, I have something, that makes people think I am a naive kid. I am mostly respected by my foreigner friends. I sometimes connect more with 40+ yo people on some topic, never got the chance to think. Right now, trying to aim to buy house, but the rampant corruption is not giving me peace. Like what else can I do now to be respected by family, society and everyone else. I don't tell my salary to anyone else. Everyone thinks I do some small fluke because I work from home, sitting on my bed with a small laptop stool. I am saving money, only bought an S26 ultra in the last 6 months. Other than that, never crossed 10,000 for cost. Live on my father's money, and mostly spend money on my family's health as everyone has health issues. Gym was kinda giving me some purpose, but now that I have broke up with my gf, I don't know whom to show off with those biceps and good physique. I think this is what being numb means? Anyone feels the same? What did you do? I am from a border town. Nobody understands software or engineering, everyone is just black money, corruption from contracts, corruption through medical pharmacies, and those are the elite circle here. No educated people here to talk and discuss. Write poems, but in bangla, so even my gf couldn't read them. I don't know

Anyone here who currently works for Canonical? Can you please help me out? This is NOT about referrals or getting a job. If anyone is there, please DM me.

22M, as the title says

From a very small town of Bengal, no other town nearby mine. Nearest big city is 100km away. My question is how to channelize my lust. While breaking up today, my gf said, I have too much lust and I pushed her because I was not able to lust on her. I don't agree on the 2nd point, but on the first point, I think yes, I have too much lust. I am very, very lusty man with probably very libido. What to do with this? How to channelize this to something meaningful or even non-meaningful. For info, I'm virgin, 22M. Last relationship was LDR, we met via reddit.

From a very small town of Bengal, no other town nearby mine. Nearest big city is 100km away. My question is how to channelize my lust. While breaking up today, my gf said, I have too much lust and I pushed her because I was not able to lust on her. I don't agree on the 2nd point, but on the first point, I think yes, I have too much lust. I am very, very lusty man with probably very libido. What to do with this? How to channelize this to something meaningful or even non-meaningful. For info, I'm virgin, 22M. Last relationship was LDR, we met via reddit.

I write Bangla poems for fun. Today, I randomly wrote 2 small poems and I think they can be made into 2 good modern bangla songs. Please let me know if anyone wants to create some original songs out of those.

Hi guys, 2026 grad here, will be joining a big remote company (UK based) next month. 36LPA base salary. Please suggest me to pick the country to shift. My choices are juggling between Dubai and Thailand. I do not want to pay any kind of taxes unless it actually benefits me too. I would to like shift within the next 2 years. I would definitely like to stay in my field, Software. Now, for the depth of the field, let's see where life takes me after a year or so. Regarding the migration, what's the process to shift to any of these countries? Can any NRI Indian Man kindly help me out?

I want to move away, because everyone knows why, but 4 major reasons

1. Corruption is not my strong suit. I am my best and strongest when I stay honest, so I don't want to get into corruption.
2. I want to make hell lot of money, without doing illegal corruptions. India is not a place for that.
3. I don't want my money to be taken after marriage, or by freeloaders, bangladeshis for their freebies. I willingly help people of my community and things that need patronage including cinema, classical music of my community but not to freeloaders. I hate them with my life.
4. I want to get away from my parents. Their middle class thinking only brings me down.

So my fellow NRI men, please help me out on what should be my next steps.