u/VinnieWill

I post this more than a year ago at r/offmychest and my current situation is a lot more different than the time i wrote this, which got worse since i'm now bullied after switching schools but i wanted to share this to you all and i would like to hear your thoughts about this.

I feel like I'm such a boring person. All I do all day is look at my phone or laptop while listening to music. The stuff that I was looking at are just self improvement videos that has stuff I won't be doing because I'm lazy as shit or I would just scroll YouTube or Instagram. I'm also superficial with my friends. We usually only talk about things related to school and we don't talk that much at school or outside of school. I played games with them sometimes but I still don't really feel the chemistry between us. My closest friends are mostly female as well so I don't really feel like I'm "one of the guys" if that make sense. I usually talk to people superficially, we don't really talk about our interests, hobbies or deep stuff. I feel jealous and pathetic when I hear people talk about their favorite movies, video games or tv shows because it reminds me of how boring I am since there's pretty much nothing I'm interested in.

I feel really empty this summer so I want to share my feelings here. I didn't share all of it here but I just want to get this off my chest since it's been bothering me a lot. Thank you for reading.

I remade the Initial D Fourth Stage Opening - Dogfight with Acceleracers clips

I'm trying to find this artist's manga that aren't avaible in piracy websites (such as hitomi). His name is Fukuraminto. I'm especially interested in the プクーでパーンなストーリー第 series which i think translates to "puku and pan story"

If you can find it for me i'd really apreciate it