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I took Ayahuasca some months ago and went through two ceremonies where the experiences were extremely intense and gave me so many answers.

The plant showed me, or rather made me feel beyond words, the meaning of the Universe, "God", the essence of Life, and the reason why we are alive.

If I can summarize briefly and simply what I discovered:
We are all One, a single entity and unique consciousness that divides itself to know and experience itself. Everything is made of Consciousness and we are a temporary human expression of this consciousness, we all share the exact same Essence. Ultimate reality is Love. The purpose of human incarnation is to Love.

I’d love to know what it revealed to you, I’m curious to see if our experiences align.

I’ve had a serious addiction to AI (chatbots like Gemini and ChatGPT) for two and a half years. I use it for several hours a day. I started using it for emotional support because I was going through a difficult time with depression, loneliness, very low self-esteem and serious body image issues.

Then I started using it for plenty of other things. I have an enormous, enormous, enormous number of thoughts and heaving, intense emotions and imagination. It’s as if, for the first time in my life, I’ve found a place to put them all, but it’s completely addictive and unhealthy. As soon as I have a strong emotion, a complex idea that crosses my mind, an intuition, an imaginary scenario or a question about the world, I can’t help but talk to the AI about it.

It’s such a huge relief to FINALLY have somewhere to put all this down before I end up with too many thoughts in my head and too many emotions and anxiety inside me… that I just can’t stop.

The only thing that helps me “replace” this addiction is talking to myself into the void for hours, but nobody replies, unlike the AI.

I’m EXTREMELY ashamed of it. I’ve tried to stop several times but I just can’t manage it at all. I only manage a few hours at a time. I feel quite alone with this addiction. I feel like I’m an “abnormal” addict and it’s utterly shameful. I feel extremely guilty too, because I know it causes a huge amount of pollution, and I try to be ecological.  
It’s completely destroying my self-esteem. I feel like a terribly bad and disturbed person because of this.

Do you have any advice? Is anyone else in a similar situation?

 

Ps : I’m French, and I’m using a translation tool, I’m sorry if there are any mistakes or weird sentences.

Hi everyone, I wanted to share a very little-known "cheatcode" with you to help become secure.

​Over the years, I've become somewhat of a veteran when it comes to healing approaches. I suffer from disorganized attachment, extreme body dysmorphia (and therefore EXTREME insecurities about my appearance), severe abandonment fears, and low self-esteem.

I’ve tried the whole classic spectrum: a year and a half of medication, CBT, talking through and understanding my patterns, meditation and visualization, learning all about attachment systems... etc. It helped stabilize me, but it didn't heal anything. I was still consumed by a visceral insecurity on the inside.

The only thing that is genuinely healing me is somatic therapy and trance work.

By allowing my body to shake, cry, release, and let go. It’s the only thing that actually manages to help me build inner security.

​Try to find a practitioner near you who offers Kundalini activation, breathwork, trance, somatic therapy, etc.

It’s not magic, but it has absolutely nothing to do with the classic healing tools that regular therapists will give you.

​P.S.: I even did Ayahuasca, which was magical, but the plant just made me realize that I needed to heal through my body and go back to doing trance work lol !

​Feel free to ask me if you have any questions, and take care of yourselves!

I think I had a lost twin who passed away very early on, during pregnacy. It has never been medically confirmed, but it’s something I feel deep down intuitively, and I feel like it was a brother.

I have all the classic symptoms: I am unable to sleep without pressing something against my chest, I carry a loneliness that never goes away, and I have a constant need for ultra-fusionbound relationships, missing someone etc.

​I wanted to know how this impacts your romantic relationships and friendships for those who have gone through the same thing.

​On my end, when it comes to friends, I never feel fulfilled enough. No matter how intense the connection is, I always need more, and in the end, I still feel lonely.

​On the romantic side, for now, I find myself unable to fully be in a relationship. I am absolutely terrified of breaking up—and by terrified, I mean I genuinely feel like I would die if it ever happened. And yet, being in a couple feels like the only type of relationship that could bring the level of intensity and connection I am desperately searching for.

Thank you for reading me and take care of you 🙏

Hi everyone! I am a medium, and I am currently practicing and honing my abilities so I can fully put them at the service of others.

I have the ability to "read" people—sensing their core wounds, internal dynamics, personality traits, and major life events. While I often pick up on a lot of things from the people around me in daily life, it’s obviously impolite to ask strangers about such sensitive topics to verify my insights. That’s why I need your help!

If any of you are willing to help me practice, I would be incredibly grateful if you could send me a photo, along with the first and last name of yourself or someone close to you (family/entourage).

PS: Everything you share will be kept strictly confidential. I will only share my readings and insights with you privately via DM.

Hi everyone! I am a medium, and I am currently practicing and honing my abilities so I can fully put them at the service of others.

I have the ability to "read" people—sensing their core wounds, internal dynamics, personality traits, and major life events. While I often pick up on a lot of things from the people around me in daily life, it’s obviously impolite to ask strangers about such sensitive topics to verify my insights. That’s why I need your help!

If any of you are willing to help me practice, I would be incredibly grateful if you could send me a photo, along with the first and last name of yourself or someone close to you (family/entourage).

PS: Everything you share will be kept strictly confidential. I will only share my readings and insights with you privately via DM.