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Hey I got this recommend by a friend and I thought I could post here. I am looking for a tarot reader because I have many questions about this person I used to see. I want to know if he is god for me or not etc. I would like to have a talk with someone who can help me. I never had a Tati reading before so I am a bit nervous.

Hey, I F27 I am visiting Paris soon and I am looking for some nice friends arround mid and late 20s. Feel free to DM me.

I had this friend let’s call her Ella. I knew Ella since I was like 6-7. She came to Germany from the Netherlands with her dad and my parents and her parents became friends bc we were neighbours. She was like my first best friends I had. We went to the same primary school and the same high school. And in high school that’s when things changed. I got bullied and she didn’t t defend me at all. Mind you we were neighbours, my parents always met like once a week, we had BBQ together and stuff, went to church together etc. So we were almost like family.

She would tell the girls in class lies about me, how I am annoying etc. Because I am a very open, bubbly funny person. My mom and her mom were like besties so they always went shopping together and bought clothes for me and Ella. They mostly bought the same stuff like same T-Shirt but another Color and when I wear it she always told others how I was copying her etc. She made things up for the girls to hate me which worked. It was always Ella said XYZ. We would go to school together but the moment her friends get to the bus I was invisible. It was like, I was her alibi friends for her parents. I remember she would steal things from me, like my parents whatever reason, allowed me to wear makeup at early age to school and my mascara was missing. When I went to her place I saw it and I was like “ oh isn’t this my mascara “ and she just stood there smiling weird and even her lil sister snitched on her and said it mine. If I had a cool pencil at school that she liked she would want it and if I say no she would pinch me so hard till my arm turns blue. I remember once she threw a rock at me and if I didn’t dodge, I would probably be injured. But we all thought it was “ funny “ that day. Also one time she had my phone to check something, because her parents always took her phone away bc of her behaviour. She then threw my phone into the bushes and it was gone.

When we got older my mom and my older sister told me to be careful with her and that our friendship wouldn’t last and I didn’t believe it, because all lil me wanted was a friend, especially since I was bullied and I became very shy, started stuttering and got social anxiety. ( now I’m 27 and fine). The moment we left high school, we got older, I have my own apartment, I have a job and time past, I look back and realise the things she did is kinda fucked up. Till today I am asking why she did that? The weird thing is my parents and her parents are still neighbours, she goes to my church, so we see each others every Sunday and if I visit my parents I might walk past her, so it’s so weird to say hello and chit chat bc to me it’s still an open book.

Like yes I leave it at the past but it’s weird to act like nothing happens while I sit at a table with her and we all laugh and smile. I once had a talk with my mom like last year and she said how Ella was horrible to me and how she went to Ella’s mom 100 times to make her stop. She said Ella was jealous of me bc of how my parents allowed me things, like doing makeup, giving me a phone etc and Ella’s parents were more strict. I kinda don’t know if I should ignore her forever, because we have lot of mutual friends in church. So especially when we go out together and she is there it’s also kinda weird as much as I try to keep it in the past. I was just a kid and all I wanted was friends.

So AITAH and what would you do in my situation?

I notice I talk in my sleep a lot and when I have my sleep attacks it’s like I am fighting not to speak gibberish. It makes no sense what I say or what I wanna say. And I have those day dreams which seems soo real almost hallucination. Am I the only one? It’s so weird and creepy.

Heyyy ich bin W27 und seit August nach Essen gezogen. Ich suche nach netten Leuten aus der Nähe mit denen man mal lustige Sachen unternehmen kann, wie ausgehen, chillen, wollte auch seit langem zum Phantasialand, Escape room und was Freunde halt so machen. Die meisten Freunde von mir wohnen außerhalb Essen, sind immer busy oder wohnen nicht in DE.

Bitte ich nehme keinen an der irgendwas in Richtung intim sein geht etc. Ich suche wirklich nette Freundschaften. Also ich werde auf solche mitteilen Nachrichten nicht eingehen.

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So I used to work with this girl let’s call her Stacy. I think also made some post about her when we used to be friends. Anyway, we are no longer friends since like 2 years or so. I blocked her everywhere because I couldn’t stand her behaviour. We have a huge age gap I am 27 and she is now I think 21. She was very male centred, boy crazy, I couldn’t trust her bc she told ppl my business, she had an affair with a 50+ year old who has wife and kids etc.

I can’t stand ppl like that so I broke contact. Anyway, I am getting calls at least every second a month from no caller ID. I had two guesses, she or this other girl I used to be friends with. So I got another call today ( no caller ID) and I picked it up the first time. Another girl was speaking bc I could hear someone else trying not to laugh. She was yapping about I sold a chair on eBay and she wants to buy it. I tried to ragebait back by replying in another language. I then l swear her back to the langue we speak and I said like oh that’s a lame way to make a phone prank whose idea was this blabla and she laughed and was like okay it was Stacy’s. When I said well I knew that for sure and then she hangs up. Now that I know who it is I want to unblock her and confront her to stop this nonsense. I do phone pranks too but I do it in friends or people I am still good with. I blocked her for a reason.

Edit: I think I did not explain it well the calls are unknown and no caller ID I can’t block that. And I do not want to unblock her to tell her why I blocked her she knows why. I want to tell her to stop calling me.

Meine Freundin kommt mich von Berlin besuchen und wir wollen bisschen feiern gehen. Ich kenne Delta und Essece. Ich war nur in Dortmund oft feiern aber nicht in Essen, kennt sich jemand hier gut aus ? Wir sind beide Ende 20 wenn es wichtig ist also bittte nichts mit 16+ oder sowas 😂

Hey guys I’m writing my first book now nothing big just a small start. I used to write ok wattpad as a hobby but I was younger there and if I look back, it was giving fanfic. Now I want to write a serious, relatable book. But I don’t want to to sound boring, or dry . For example how much „ talking“ if too much, what type of describing is good and what’s exaggerating. What is a no go, what should I avoid. I don’t want the bombshell to be early or too late, so I also struggle where to put the highlights, or sometimes I have more ideas for background characters than the main character.

Hey guys I’m writing my first book now nothing big just a small start. I used to write ok wattpad as a hobby but I was younger there and if I look back, it was giving fanfic. Now I want to write a serious, relatable book. But I don’t want to to sound boring, or dry . For example how much „ talking“ if too much, what type of describing is good and what’s exaggerating. What is a no go, what should I avoid. I don’t want the bombshell to be early or too late, so I also struggle where to put the highlights, or sometimes I have more ideas for background characters than the main character.

Im looking for a page where I can start selling. I don’t want a page where I have to add my tax number or so or where i have to pay monthly a subscription. Is there any way to do it or are there any apps ? If yes pls let me know thank you.

I have been to like 7 doctors now and I am taking the 4th medicine. The medicine wasn’t for me I had a high Puls. I had Biporiol , Moclebimid, Wakix and now Mododilin. They didint help at all. Someone recommended me to go to this Klinik in Germany Bielefeld since I like in the state NRW here in Germany. I had to literally drive like 2h with transport for nothing. They were nice and all but when I got home I realised the medicine didn’t work. I still slept non stop . I e mailed the doc but no reply no answer. I called the office they said I have to e mailed XYZ. I did , still no reply , I called again they said they will contact him, still no reply. I’m waiting for an e mail since February!

I feel horrible, I always cry , I fall asleep all the time even while strocking my back then bf dick. I looked for a new clinic now and I found one here in my city. They gave me Modofilin I am taking it since Friday and since then everything was good , I didint sleep until today at work, I slept a bit and I felt dizzy and like weirdly high. It’s like everything is so bright and clearer, but my pulse went from 80-120. I had to lay down and drink water. The new doc said if this medicine won’t work they will give me another one and if the new once won’t work too I have to go to the sleep study again , that would be my 4th time….

( Hey from Germany ) My symptoms are getting worse . I was send from doc to doc since 2021. I finally got diagnosed with Narcolepsy Type 2. the medication don’t work , they gave me 3 different types and nothing works. I send my doc an e mail a hospital i got recommended by reddit bc I am from Germany. I drove there like more than 2h. I need new medication, a letter for my drivers license so they will know I have N2. But nothing , I called there like twice and they said they will inform him . I’m still waiting. Idk what to do, I went to the ER last time and they said they have someone in the epilepsy centrum who knows Narcolepsy now I’m waiting . I could cry at work. I hate it so much idk what to do nobody gets it. I am not crazy I just want it to stop. I tried everything, coffee , slapping rubber bands on my wrist, Green tea , energy drink. Nothing helps . Idk what to do now I’m literally depressed. I could just lay down and call in sick for work wir like months. Anyone from Germany from NRW whizz narcolepsy who has an idea ? Pls I also need a narcolepsy buddy bc it’s so exhausting that nobody gets me …