I don't quite get how two people can "Fall out of love"
When I was younger, I had someone very special. We talked, laughed, made love and were obsessed with each other. I don't get how time goes by, and I'm supposed to act like that didn't mean anything to me? Like I have to pretend that my heart isn't broken every day, years later. Most people would look at me and say "Ew wtf why are you still hung up on this person after so long?" But I don't get that ... What reason do I have to not still feel that way? The happiest I've ever been in my life was during my time with this person, and I don't see anything ever topping that or even matching it. I don't care how much time has passed or how much distance is between us now. I still love that person very, very much. And I guess that makes me a freak or something. And it's not like anything horrible or malicious happened between us - It was just being too young and immature at the time kind of stuff. I feel like the majority of people are okay with having multiple loves throughout their life and I'm over here like a fucking penguin ... I lost my one mate and I'm cooked. I've managed to become somewhat successful in most other aspects - But without this person I will never be truly happy. That is tough for me to wake up and accept every day.