I just want dignity after being so humiliated
I’m going to keep it short. My dad was abusive, he would drag my mum by her hair outside on the concrete garden and beat her up. When I became a teenager he died. Then I got evicted from our house because he took so much loan on the house. After that my siblings got married and moved out of the house so I’m so extremely lonely. My mum is verbally abusive and has anger issues. I am 25 and I gained so much weight because of stress eating. I’m 130kg. I’m mocked everywhere I go for my weight. Today was one of the most humiliating days of my life. One of my cousins said to me your mums a beggar because she borrowed money from her niece. I have no money to repay him back. I can’t leave my mum as that’s impossible in our culture and she will have no one in the house to pay for the bills. I’m unemployed, got uninvited to cousins wedding, obese, lost tons of friends during my weight gain because I don’t tolerate any mocking of me.
I’m in second year uni and the results will come in two weeks. I probably failed.
I can’t work a blue collar job because my back is in extreme pain.
I just need some words of inspiration.