u/West-Ad-6951

Probably, not even tomorrow or the next day Im a changed man aha meanwhile, im the devil myself sorry

Been avoiding posts all day, usually find myself reading, .. Not feeling so down I'll stay away for a while have a good Friday and stay out of the drama, try to at least cheers 🍻

A FAKE LOVE

A FORCED BOND

A. FALTY FRIENDSHIP

A FORGETFUL LOVE

A LASTING MEMORY

A LOT OF FEELINGS

A LATER RELEIF

A LAUGHING MISTAKE

A HATEFUL GRUDGE

A HEART THAT LOVED

A HEALING THATS NEEDED

A HEARING THATS GONE

yes or no

I know I don't ask or need anything , but for this 1 favour I request please just respect it I texted it to you take care of yourself and goodbye stranger

It was just a hobby filling up books with my thoughts was pretty aware at a young age learning people as the quiet person Let me rephrase . It was just the place for my thoughts, cause I never had anybody to vent to always writing down my frustrations, my struggles think I disagree with and addictions what goes on in the daily life nothing personal but it's very personal you know what I mean. Walking for days of pain locked away

I know how you think as quick as you blink to them its unnoticed I write it in ink

the thoughts that you play it stays on re play a made up assumption theres no other way

its just how we are cant come too conclusions cant see you from far

around other people I put up a wall its solid as bricks only one truly saw

the past is the past cant change what I said forever and ever these thoughts in my head

I show up with smiles hide feelings I shed its really a struggle to get out the bed

Hi, how are you doing? Just wanted to check in on you to see if you're doing things aren't gonna be the same because of what happened neither of us knew how to prevent something like this from happening, we were both in our own world not really giving two sense to what the other person is up to focus on your own lane when it should've been a team effort I think back to the good times more than I should be just catch myself smiling it's like a little long glimpse of hope and cherished memory the laughter the language only two of us shared how that came about. I don't know it's something special. They're never will be another relationship won't be the same. It won't be us. Vibes were different with me and you. we didn't need words it showed through looks body language. Sometimes you just felt it in the body like a weird sensation reminiscing about how he used to be so sad thoughts some of them are happy sometimes I even shed tears. not sad tears more so just grateful and appreciative. Hope you have a good weekend and stay safe 🕊️

just noticed that when you're too friendly people start showing you disrespect they take your kindness for weakness thinking they can walk all over you. They underestimate you assuming you're soft just because you're a good person but when they push you too far, they'll see a side of you they ain't ready for if you're always nice always doing things for them. They'll keep expecting it and think they can take advantage that's when you gotta step up and show them aside they've never being nice. Doesn't mean you gotta tolerate their bull****. Treat people the way you wanna be treated is bullshit if I don't get respect back, I'm not obligated to keep being nice. Some people don't deserve your kindness. They deserve to be checked so remember having a good heart doesn't mean you gotta take anybody's hate. ( chase T)