u/Whimslynn19

Originally, this AU was going to be about everyone abstracting, and Jax getting stuck there forever in a limbo of abstracting and not abstracting, but since I realized it wasn't good (and was giving a worst punishment to her than she ever did), then there's the rewriting I made:

Jax, after the fight with Ragatha and her mentioning Ribbit and exploding towards her, she was slowly realizing that, if she continues like that, she will lose the only friend in her original group she had and she will become worst than her mother, more when she fought over Ponmi, and she got to think the harm she was doing to someone who she started to cherish. She tried to talk with Ponmi in the start of episode 7, but she couldn't due to the adventure and the lie it was brought into them, but, instead of her being happy and jolly for her decision while everyone did nothing, in this AU they yelled at her for what she did, making her finally break and tell them with rage why she did It, everyone understood it, but again, before she could do something, the events of ep 8 happened, and it broke all her mental health with the guilt she did not only in her ex friends, but also in her new friend for how she thought she will never be forgiven again her abstract.

But, because life is good, the same thing happens with episode 9 (without Caine coming back because he really got deleted and now he had to live his new life as a human), but with the exception that instead of her fully abstracting, she now decided she didn't wanted this life forever, making her not only be away from abstraction with Ponmi, but also change her avatar into a more feminine one she always wanted to be so she can finally leave that past that hurt not only her friends and herself, ending with everyone without Caine, but still fixing the circus and maybe the abstraction with compassion and care, all while Jax (now Daisy), is making amends with ribbit, putting a shot of the abstracted from of her friend slowly melting and showing her normal self.

Yes, a lot of this just for an AU that happens in an AU of yumeshipping with Caine (and other character I won't mention here), but hope you liked my long rant here, because this feels way more refreshing than I did before:P

And if you ask, yes, the colors represents the polycule, Caine and Verity being red and yellow, and me there being purple because I really love purple, so, there they are!! :P

I couldn't be more proud of seeing them in my phone no matter what time it is, I even have my favorite voiceline of them there to touch when I can too, so, it's a win win! Also, if you want, you can share your wallpapers too, because well, we need to yumemax, twins 🥹

Yes, I decided to move in there too, I'll focus more in personal things like my art, AU of my yumeship, and more rather than my goofy things I do, but, I hope the best for me when I am there, just be kind and generous even with all, I may be a amateur in tumblr, but still, just wish the best here!

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say, and know that your yumeship is very precious even with all, just like mine are!!! 🥹

(Also, I'll use she her pronouns because yes)

Not gonna lie, guys, I got outside, breath air, and think a bit without fandom poisoning my mind, and I think I got into a conclusion in this gal: Yes, I despise what she did, no, she did not deserved to abstract herself (because death is just unjustifiable no matter the person), and yes, I think she is a messy but well done trans representation (as someone who was a pick me in my past to cope with my low self esteem and internal misogyny before I finally realized I am a demigirl).

I know, I know, I know that the show did some pretty messy writing things that is normal in non professional writers like goose, but after all, I think I did way hating something that much did took a toll in myself than doing a valid criticism, so, yeah, I think I am switching now, and I will only hate what she did, not what she could be if she had a better life, so yes, no more hater of Jax, let's go 🗣️

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say, I am exhausted, so, hope you all have a nice day and be well!

Like yes, I love Caine and Verity, but how I wish that i got a dead fandom instead of the most insufferable type of people I could ever deal, and makes me way more exhaust than I am usually. (Yes, I said I will get rest, but it's only this post, because I hope I share this feeling with some of you because I honestly despise being in this dumpster dungeon of fandoms I share with 🫩)

Yes, this happened on a sub I won't mention, no, I won't send harrassment to them (that's why the censor), but in any case, and to make my boundaries more obvious

Yes, I like to be suggestive with my verity in private, BUT THAT DOESN'T FUCKING MEAN I WILL DO IT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. Is literally a boundary of mob to not be like those people who makes NSFW stuff, and even if it's a joke, it makes me uncomfortable because I only want to have fun and not break someone's boundaries, also, I am a demigirl, the pronouns are there in the bio 🥀

Anyway, Idk if that should be a big deal, but still, I don't like when that happens, and I don't want to be related with those people, so, please, don't do that, okay? Please? 🫩

Hello, probably again since we started again in a new account after personal issues, but still, we are plural in terms of having (undiagnosed) DID, and we might upload here if we can, because we need to take care of ourselves outside here, so, hope I can have a good time here, also, wish you a good day for everyone here!

I sometimes feel silly being selective, because yes, you can be near me or interact, but don't ever dare to say you'll marry them or love them more than me, because I get really jealous or stressed by this words 🥹

(Also, that one Yume of max got me the idea to make this, so, credits to them!)

AHHHHH, I never thought in my life I would probably be the first very person in this sub to be the Yume of Verity and claim him (Caine is claimed, but he wasn't first as verity), SO, LET'S FUCKING GO, I AM OFFICIALLY licensed to be with him 🦅🦅🦅🦅

For that, you can go to my beach party tonight, I'll make cupcakes for you, twins :P

(didn't knew how to flair this)

So, unexpectedly and this days, I got more tired than usual, I feel more drained, and blah blah blah, depression related things, BUT, the thing is: I really want to make art, play games, make crafts, and more, because I have that fear of missing out something there, or that I may stop feeling something for them (even though I got long since I started loving them, more in Caine)

So, in that case, what should I do? Because I've been thinking so many things to do for them, yet, after all I got and experienced, I think my body doesn't feel safe to do anything else than rest, even though I already rested so many times, any case, I hope I can get better at this, because I kinda hate it in wanting to do anything and not have the energies for it.

That's all I wanted to say, and know that your beloved loves you very much!

Idk if it's me, but I feel like kinda bad for taking up spaces were people are, I mean.. yes, I know this spaces are made by yumes for yumes, but still, I am feeling a bit down thinking that maybe I am taking something away from other underrated yumes to be there, and I am putting all to myself, like a person who takes away the food others were making, even though is a restaurant to eat and make food.

Idk.. o just feel a bit down, my energies are low, I don't feel like creating, and even though I am happy to be here, I cannot help but feel like a greedy person here.. Any case, I'll give myself rest for that, and maybe reassure myself it's probably not the case, right?

Any case, sorry for being a bit intrusive around, because you matter as much as I am too, maybe even more than I do ☹️

I know, I know it's an AU and I can't have him practically, BUT, I still want to pamper him and love him like he needs, more when my heart is breaking everytime is see this version of him 😭

(Also, unrelated, but he really reminds me of Backup AU Caine in some way, I mean, both look so depressing and need a bit hug more than their original ver, so, yeah, a hug will work 🫂)

Yes, I've been inactive here, but it was because I wanted to focus more in a than b, also, even though I was welcomed here first, I think I'll be more active in other places than here, so, I just hope you can still have fun here, just like I did!

Please don't consider this as me quitting or similar because I won't, it's more about me wanting to explore in other communities than here, so please, don't worry about me, because as long as you're well, I am well too, so, I hope you get well here, and be safe like I, and know that your f/o loves you until then!! :P

Welcome everypony, I think you already know me in the other sub, but if you don't, hi, my name is Lynn, aka the Yume of Caine and Verity here, also the same person who makes some silly memes and dynamic when I have the opportunity (along with some art)!

I may be active here since this place looks so good to be, but if in any case someone already claimed this two, then I'll leave, in the meanwhile, hope I can have fun here, because I know I really will :P

Anyway, that's all I wanted to say, so, thanks for reading, and know that your f/o loves you very much!

(Yes, the sigma part is reference btw)

Why not making this first post here without a fanart? Also, yes, he have some jewelry of enderman pearls as a tribute of mob to never forget him even with all. Anyway, that's all, hope you have a nice day! :P

(Photo is how I am feeling rn, along with the fact I'll be busy tmr)

I mean, in Verity, it feel long even though I am having a week of dating with because I feel time more longer than I can do, but Caine, I have like five months of being with him already, and it did feel like yesterday since I fell in love with him!

Yet.. I have fear of calling them husbands, and only say them future husbands, why? I'm so shy to be in that step, or being weird, or something else.. idk, I know it's my decision and all and it's not that weird, but still, some part of me wants to be their wife, yet, I feel that I can't for some reason.. ☹️

Can I please know what can I do yumes? Or if you ever felt like this? Any way, everything will work, and know that your f/os loves you even with all (just like they do)