No sé nada de nada de esto, y no entiendo los vídeos que veo, como que no explican bien y asumen que uno sabe del tema.
Yo tengo que ir al Hospital San Juan de Dios, y la verdad también es mi primera vez yendo a un hospital por mi cuenta.
¿Debo pedir hora de antemano?, ¿tengo que pedir hora con un endo o es algo más específico? Si alguien me pudiera responder. :(
Mis padres me prefieren muerto a que transicionado, lo que me complica un poco empezar la testo ya que tengo miedo de que me echen de la casa, y no tengo ningún lado donde ir.
No puedo hacer DIY porque no tengo permitido comprar online, ¿qué hago?
Creo que esperar a morir es literalmente lo único que puedo hacer.
I also legally changed sex and name a while ago, just as a tantrum, but I haven't transitioned at all, it doesn't matter, anyways, my parents said they are burying me with the name they gave me.
Is this stupid? Probably.
I'm not trans, I'm just an AAP female, yet I still crave the idea of passing so much, of course, I'll never pass, so there's no point on transition, and I'm not a male, just a fucked up female.
Hope my attempt works this time, being like this really is killing me.
You have your own fucking room to work, your own fucking desk, but oooh, you have to work on the dinner room, annoying everyone because they can't do any sound around you.
I can't wash dishes with music without feeling judged because the kitchen and the dinning room are next to each other.
I can't grab snacks (yes, I'm a pig, who cares, I'm dying on Nov. 9) and I can't watch movies because the TV is in the dinning room.
I'm so tireeeed.
I also like being in silence on the couch but I can't because she will hate to see me doing nothing at all.
Also I can't use my phone that much when she's around and that sucks.
I'm so tired I just want time to rot.
He visto varias cosas sobre como empezar la testosterona, pero no sé si es porque soy increíblemente retrasado, pero no entiendo.
¿Tengo que ir a un endo y pedir un tratamiento de muestras trans? ¿O debo yo específicar que necesito de las muestras?
¿Tengo que tener terapia para empezar?, ¿cuántos meses?, ¿debe sí o sí ser terapia sobre temas transsexuales o puede ser terapia general?
No quiero esperar mucho porque ya es bastante tarde para mí para empezar la testo, así que me gustaría saber cuanto demora igual.
El DIY no es una opción muy viable porque no puedo ordenar online porque tengo padres estrictos.
I'll never have a real cock, I won't have my childhood nor my teenage years back, my young adulthood is ending and I will never be able to transition.
I wish I could just cut my neck but after seeing photos of necks being open after one deep cut made me realize I could survive that shit.
I've planning on hanging, but I would have to pray that my neighbors won't see me nor save me in the "right time".
I can't cut deep so I'm not valid, I don't do exercise and I'm fat, I literally deserve to die.
I hate being a tranny.
Can't wait to die soon.
I changed my name and sex legally even tho I haven't started transition, I won't be able until I live on my own because my dad knows about DIY and has an eye on me.
I mean, I'm a little hairy and got a tiny mustache and he already started getting angry and wants me to shave it.
I can't transition, so why even change my name and sex?
I'm always misgendered, even when I hide my face and talk with the manliest voice I can, I can't do this.
I wish I could just rope.
Primero, no sé a que U irme. Di la PAES el año pasado y en la M2 tuve 580 puntos, lo que me baja todo, tampoco es que el resto de mis puntajes sean extremadamente buenos, (CL: 808, M1: 975, CS: 718, R: 933 y NEM: 900) pero aún así me desanima caleta la M2, me arruinó todo el flow.
No alcanzo a ir a la Chile ni la Cato, quizás a FSM, pero no sé, puede que no me dé, ni idea.
Segundo, ¿qué debería aprender antes de ingresar? Soy —extremadamente retrasado—, no es broma, soy muy lento para aprender pero mis padres quieren que estudie esta carrera, y realmente no puedo decir que no, igual, carrera que estudie carrera en la que me va a ir mal.
Necesito adelantarme con algunas cosas o sino la voy a sufrir muchísimo, tengo problemas mentales jodidos que me pueden hacer atrasar mucho y no quiero hacer que mis padres gasten plata aguantándome más años de los que deben. :(
Pasen tips, chavaleques.
I'm trying to gaslight myself into wanting phalloplasty but the more results I see the less I want it. It looks so fake and the ugly scars it lefts? Jesus Christ, it's fucking disgusting, I imagine having them: a reminder I'll never be cis.
>Going to have sex.
>I have to pump it so it gets hard.
>"What happened to your thigh? Is... Is your cock okay?"
>"It looks like plastic."
>Uuuuh.
>Commits right there.
I'm sorry if I offended someone, but, I'm just ranting.
Ugh, it looks so disgusting, the problem is I have bottom dysphoria when it comes to sexual stuff, but I don't want to have an ugly cock and an ugly thigh, and that's if I'm lucky because I may have to take skin from my fucking arm.
Ew, ew, ew man.
Another reason why I just have to 41%.
We truly can't win.
Sorry for the awkward photos, due dysphoria I don't tend to take many so I suck at it, hell yeah.
Anyways, I will do everything except T (duh, I can't start until like, 5 years or more, I need to live alone for that) and my little orc fang piercings, they are part of me... of my soul... (just kidding, if you think they make me clocky say it).
— I want a better hairstyle, something that makes me look masc and not like an stupid nerd girl, please tell me which could look good, my hair is a little wild so it's hard to choose.
— I know I have to change the glasses but I don't know what shape, I need help with that too.
— Should I try makeup? Maybe define my eyebrows? I don't want to look like an ugly cis man tho, I mean, I already think I'm ugly, I just don't want to make it worse.
— Are my clothes too clocky? What should I wear? Are my poses too queer?
— Should I lose weight?
— What exercises do you recommend for me to have a more male physique? I can't lift more than two kilos (I have a 2 kilo dumbbell and my mom just bought a 3 kilo one), I'm incredibly weak, like, I'm weaker than a 10 year old girl, so I can't do big boy exercises.
— I can't go under a strict diet because I eat whatever my family can bring to the table, but I can try to make my dad buy protein bars, I don't know if that helps tho. Still, tell what can improve my diet, maybe I can talk with my old man.
— Even tho I can't change them now, what in my face says "female"? I want to see what I have to change in the future (jaw shape, cheeks, lip shape, eye shape, whatever).
— What age do I look like?
— What voice do you think fits me (like, tell me a singer or an actor), maybe I can train to have a voice that fits my face, so I don't sound weird.
— Say whatever else you want, be mean to me if you need to (don't overdo the asshole thing tho).
Also, need vocal training tips, everytime I try I end up sounding like a depressed girl or Patrick Star.
Hola, soy un hombre trans que aún no ha transicionado porque la familia no se le permite y no tengo dinero para valerme por mi mismo, aún así quería preguntar sobre como empezar la terapia hormonal.
¿Tengo que ir sí o sí con un psicólogo especializado antes del proceso?
¿Es muy cagado el FONASA?, ¿es muy larga la espera?
¿Cómo podría acceder al DIY?
No sé que hacer la verdad, quiero puro CTB y perdí esperanza en transicionar, no creo que pueda porque no puedo hacer nada solo, tengo las cosas muy restringidas en mi casa y no puedo ni ordenar cosas online.
Ni siquiera sé si pueda empezar a vivir solo, estoy muy jodido, no sé que hacer.
He's Yuli, an OC I made this year.
I don't know how to draw (and I hate drawing) but I wanted to try since I also suck at writing! :D
I dunno if it's okay to post this here so sorry if it doesn't count as related ee.
I need a little help to make slider flicks and make a slider change two or more directions, I read the doc but I don't really get it. 💔
If someone here knows how to do it please help meee. :]
(Also sorry for the bad english, ee)