¿Qué recomiendan si quiero estudiar Ingeniería Civil Informática/en Computación?

Primero, no sé a que U irme. Di la PAES el año pasado y en la M2 tuve 580 puntos, lo que me baja todo, tampoco es que el resto de mis puntajes sean extremadamente buenos, (CL: 808, M1: 975, CS: 718, R: 933 y NEM: 900) pero aún así me desanima caleta la M2, me arruinó todo el flow.

No alcanzo a ir a la Chile ni la Cato, quizás a FSM, pero no sé, puede que no me dé, ni idea.

Segundo, ¿qué debería aprender antes de ingresar? Soy —extremadamente retrasado—, no es broma, soy muy lento para aprender pero mis padres quieren que estudie esta carrera, y realmente no puedo decir que no, igual, carrera que estudie carrera en la que me va a ir mal.

Necesito adelantarme con algunas cosas o sino la voy a sufrir muchísimo, tengo problemas mentales jodidos que me pueden hacer atrasar mucho y no quiero hacer que mis padres gasten plata aguantándome más años de los que deben. :(

Pasen tips, chavaleques.

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u/Widdifull — 24 hours ago
▲ 32 r/4tran4

I fucking can't (phalloplasty rantslop)

I'm trying to gaslight myself into wanting phalloplasty but the more results I see the less I want it. It looks so fake and the ugly scars it lefts? Jesus Christ, it's fucking disgusting, I imagine having them: a reminder I'll never be cis.

>Going to have sex.

>I have to pump it so it gets hard.

>"What happened to your thigh? Is... Is your cock okay?"

>"It looks like plastic."

>Uuuuh.

>Commits right there.

I'm sorry if I offended someone, but, I'm just ranting.

Ugh, it looks so disgusting, the problem is I have bottom dysphoria when it comes to sexual stuff, but I don't want to have an ugly cock and an ugly thigh, and that's if I'm lucky because I may have to take skin from my fucking arm.

Ew, ew, ew man.

Another reason why I just have to 41%.

We truly can't win.

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u/Widdifull — 21 days ago

I need help passing.

Sorry for the awkward photos, due dysphoria I don't tend to take many so I suck at it, hell yeah.

Anyways, I will do everything except T (duh, I can't start until like, 5 years or more, I need to live alone for that) and my little orc fang piercings, they are part of me... of my soul... (just kidding, if you think they make me clocky say it).

— I want a better hairstyle, something that makes me look masc and not like an stupid nerd girl, please tell me which could look good, my hair is a little wild so it's hard to choose.

— I know I have to change the glasses but I don't know what shape, I need help with that too.

— Should I try makeup? Maybe define my eyebrows? I don't want to look like an ugly cis man tho, I mean, I already think I'm ugly, I just don't want to make it worse.

— Are my clothes too clocky? What should I wear? Are my poses too queer?

— Should I lose weight?

— What exercises do you recommend for me to have a more male physique? I can't lift more than two kilos (I have a 2 kilo dumbbell and my mom just bought a 3 kilo one), I'm incredibly weak, like, I'm weaker than a 10 year old girl, so I can't do big boy exercises.

— I can't go under a strict diet because I eat whatever my family can bring to the table, but I can try to make my dad buy protein bars, I don't know if that helps tho. Still, tell what can improve my diet, maybe I can talk with my old man.

— Even tho I can't change them now, what in my face says "female"? I want to see what I have to change in the future (jaw shape, cheeks, lip shape, eye shape, whatever).

— What age do I look like?

— What voice do you think fits me (like, tell me a singer or an actor), maybe I can train to have a voice that fits my face, so I don't sound weird.

— Say whatever else you want, be mean to me if you need to (don't overdo the asshole thing tho).

Also, need vocal training tips, everytime I try I end up sounding like a depressed girl or Patrick Star.

u/Widdifull — 23 days ago

Ayudaaa.

Hola, soy un hombre trans que aún no ha transicionado porque la familia no se le permite y no tengo dinero para valerme por mi mismo, aún así quería preguntar sobre como empezar la terapia hormonal.

¿Tengo que ir sí o sí con un psicólogo especializado antes del proceso?

¿Es muy cagado el FONASA?, ¿es muy larga la espera?

¿Cómo podría acceder al DIY?

No sé que hacer la verdad, quiero puro CTB y perdí esperanza en transicionar, no creo que pueda porque no puedo hacer nada solo, tengo las cosas muy restringidas en mi casa y no puedo ni ordenar cosas online.

Ni siquiera sé si pueda empezar a vivir solo, estoy muy jodido, no sé que hacer.

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u/Widdifull — 25 days ago
▲ 5 r/BadArt

Ugly OC art: Yuli.

He's Yuli, an OC I made this year.

I don't know how to draw (and I hate drawing) but I wanted to try since I also suck at writing! :D

u/Widdifull — 28 days ago
▲ 27 r/D4DJ

Does anyone know how to do (D4DJ) Custom Charts? :3

I dunno if it's okay to post this here so sorry if it doesn't count as related ee.

I need a little help to make slider flicks and make a slider change two or more directions, I read the doc but I don't really get it. 💔

If someone here knows how to do it please help meee. :]

(Also sorry for the bad english, ee)

u/Widdifull — 1 month ago