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I dont know how to explain that...

Lately I discovered something really weird. Even if I dont remember person well, years passed and I dont remember their face, in my dreams I see their face with details and so clear. Even the voice is exact. I just had a dream about an old friend and one guy I had one night, I forgot these people. I dont remember their faces and in my dreams they're real and even voices came back as they had ! I have problem with bringing face memory in normal life. But in my dreams somehow people from years come back and they act like if the real ones as well. How could I possibly keep them in my mind for so long ? Ive meet thousands of people so I dont think it's possible. This must be collective memory or something..

As well my theory is that dreams are another time line of this simulation and are very real sometimes i feel they are more real than everyday life...

I'm reading now one of books from Vadim  where he said  about lucid dreams and manekins
Ive used to be able to enter these every night when I was younger but then I just got bored and sumply stopped.
Last night I've had crazy dream after reading that book
I was fully conscious , knew it was a dream but also another reality
I told the people from my dream (they were so  cool I miss them now) like im coming from.another reality/dimension  now and they also kinda understood that
I told them its like a dream and im gonna wake up to other soon (that's the first time these people wasn't shocked about telling them its a dream )
Then I went to the mirror because I remembered Vadim said about how all.of.us having  Manakin different than reality
And ive realy had different face
Similiar but  still different. I missed one tooth which I was mad about because lately i broke one in real and then immediately I manifested new one in a dream fast. I was like damn right that's what Vadim was talking about !
That dream was so crazy and ive said bye to my "dream mates " I really want to see them again, ive felt something weird!

Edit: PS: important funny thing that I forgot to mention is that I woked up and actually ans I went back to that dream realm like 2 times. I was like I wake up and thought shit I wanna continue that consciousness dream its so cool I have fun and jumped right into it again ! Like 2 times No joke. Im.gonna try to see if I can meet that group tonight in dream

I'm fed up, im mad and exhausted if limited options I have to stop this nightmare

Everymonth I go through literal hell.

I've been fired multiple times because of my peroid. Because I've felt so bad I had to go home or worked very bad which had impact on how boss judged me. Ive lost money of taking days off on my peroid as well. I can barely function.

So my peroid looks like -feelin fever , pain which lasts 4 days, bleeding lasts 7 days, horrible cramps, dizziness, lightheaded, weak legs , diarrhea, carvings, weird appetite, bloating, weight gain, breast pain (horrible pain)

Mentally: depression x100 (I already have one ), no will to live, s#icidal thoughts, negative thinking.

After peroid im feeling exhausted for about 7 days, like my life was sacked out of me. I take iron and still i dont feel well. While blood tests are fine.

Today lie down on bed i took medication and I try to get through this but honestly guys I'm fed up. Anyone found a way to get rid of peroid ? I can't afford expensive treatments. Contraception is a no, since causes weight gain and acne to me.

I got Autotune Subsribed but I couldn't pay due to some issues with my card. I have a lot of project to finish and I can't open single one because Autotune won't let me open reaper ! Any solution ?

I have to wait a bit more to pay so im.just anxious

I think about creating my own pendulum. I have huge following on Instagram /YouTube. Im musician and I want to have more work with music than ither things.

I wonder how does it work. How to make this pendulum swing in my favor. Do I have to start do something controversial? Anyone have had experienced this ?

I've read one post how celebrities, stars etc were helped by pendulums

I cant stand what happened lately. I hate being woman. I was taking meds for my disease long time and once i had short break. Again since I get back to my medication (hypothyroidism) my breast wants to literally explode 1-2 weeks before peroid. Theyre painful, hard, growing, hurting, sore...

Let me mention that im very active and fit and on a diet, trying to lose more. Even tho I've been loosing, its funny how my breast can grow almost 2 sizes then it gets back to 0 after week.

I really hate it, I've always hated having breast if its bigger. Other PMDD symptoms are horrible as well like anxiety, depression (worse than normaly). I started to take mastodynon (natural medication ) which supposed to help me with mastalgia but no signs of improvement for the moment..

Anyone experienced that ? What should I do ? I hate that so much it ruins my life

Hi guys, as a beginner I wanted to ask you how do you deal with ear fatigue and inspiration/motivation?

1. Do you work straight away after waking up- and avoid listening to any music ?

I've noticed my ears got fed up much faster after listening music all day and then going to work on my tracks... does it have impact?

2. How much time do you sacrifice daily? I've noticed more than 3 hours is very tiring and sometimes I can do more in one hour...

3. What so you do when you lose motivation? Sometimes I can't get over a song and im disappointed i cant any way to finish it..

Vadim often says in his books that visualising/manifesting SP is bad and never works or never should we be doing. That it can even make the other person (crush) mad.

A few years ago I did something crazy, beyond impossible. Ive manifested my sp guy with who I was in love with even tho our ways fell apart and he didn't even knew me .he came to my country, took a flight to meet me. We ended up in being LDR for 2 years. Unfortunately he wasn't who I imagined he had a lot of flaws so I had to let it go. Even after years he's still obsessed and begs me to come back and give him a chance. Its insane for what I did. I used very weird methods and kinda magic stuff. He always asked me of I put a spell on him..

That's why I'm surprised Vadim says that it doesn't work.. however I can understand why he says to better not even try that. Now I got crazy man crazy about me and its really hard for me to cut him off, he is bothering me with weird messages and stuff still. It can really cause disaster , something you dont want, like in that movie Obsession.

I also remember Vadim saying about some ppl can use pendulums/entities to attract sp and its dangerous that some witches are doing that. I think that I probably accidentally hit the right pendulum and it worked. Still I can't understand why he says its impossible to make something like that