sadness
another day of being sad & pushing away a potential husband bc i’m too scared to tell him i have hsv 2… i just can’t even do it i’m so embarrassed so i just block bc i’m scared & disappear.. i have 0 friends to talk about this with so it sucks how lonely i am i wanted marriage & kids by now & i fear literally every day i won’t find that anymore bc of this.. its already hard finding a man in today’s world idk hard for me to find a deep connection idk what to do move on in life? i guess so it’s upsetting seeing others happy & in relationships with kids anyone else feel this way?? i don’t go out & i’m not going to start either.. i barely even leave my house most days.. just the gym but no man is gonna talk to me there lol i’m just so alone i wish a handsome man would just sweep me up & give me the life i want