I’ve ordered two prize figures, one has a pretty big box. the shipping right now is just over £20 seperately, but i have two questions 1 can you like, remove consolidation and 2, is it worth it will it definitely be cheaper?
i’m worried because i chose the lite plan, never ordered of here before but the seller has good reviews (1000+ positive and 0 negative). when i bought it, there was a slight delay with the order being placed and an error page, and as i said its been nearly a week and they’re telling me its not even been sent to the warehouse. is this normal? is there anything i can do besides hassle them through the message feature?
i placed an order for a figurine, payed about £20 total. i ended up choosing “lite plan”, the seller had 1000+ good reviews and no bad reviews, but due to some things i’ve read, im wondering if this was a bad idea. im a very anxious person so if anyone has any experiences that might clear my mind id appreciate.
it’s as stupid as it sounds. somebody blocked me after thinking i blocked them to get a rise out of them. i was in a friend group with them and another person who i fell out with badly who the person in question is still friends with. i don’t think that has anything to do with this but idk. i commented on an ao3 post of their’s of all things genuinely not knowing something was up, and they responded basically saying “reaching out over ao3 after blocking me and waiting for me to say something about it is so low idek what to say. considering i've done nothing to you but tried to help in the past, let it die with your dignity somewhat intact”
but i genuinely didn’t block them on purpose and i can’t think when i would’ve. all i can think is i did it to stop myself reading old messages, maybe? they blocked three accounts of mine, two discord alts and one tiktok, and have blocked me instantly when i tried to reach out so i genuinely don’t know what to do. a friend they don’t know sent a text asking what happened which has also just stressed me out. we literally had been talking so little that i didn’t even notice i was blocked, i literally have no reason to block them to incite drama and like, i wish them nothing but the best because they are genuinely someone i care about and think highly of. this is just all so weird. i don’t get why that was the conclusion they jumped to at all. i found my heart pounding and hands shaking when i saw everything and it took me back to dealing with the perosn i originally fell out with and idk im just so stressed lol.
i get payed, decide to treat myself to a little trinket. half the price was knocked off because i already had credit on the website, this thing was literally £9.30 and ive been eyeing it for a while but every single time i buy something online i go through the phase of constant calculations in my head and trying to force myself not to cancel the order. like im so tight with my OWN money it makes me sick i either spend too much on an impulse and drown in regret or i spend nothing and still drown in regret i literally can’t buy anything without cross referencing every possible purchase i could ever need to make and like, yes its not necessarily a curse to be so careful with money but im not even an adult i dont have to pay rent or anything else and i have plenty in my savings i want to enjoy my money but its just such a constant fight with myself. it’s gotten to the point that my friends are calling me ridiculpus for how tight i am with my money. genuinely if anyone has any tips on how to get over this id really appreciate.
i have an idea i’ve been cultivating for a few years. im 17 and obvipusly i know writing a novel right now isn’t particularly realistic but seriously i just cannot write anything- not even just this book, anything at all, be it essays, fanfiction, poetry, im in such a rut. the most i can pray for is a couple days of hyper fixation but it’s never on this project. i finished two chapters of another project but i know i wont finish it. i always end up being too ambitious and fall short. furthermore, my writing isnt very good- im aware of that, its not bad but i cant like it. i dont know if this is just regular neurodivergent suffering, or if its my idea thats the issue. whenever i write it it feels so gloomy and miserable and i cant like it. anyway, yeah. if anyone has some advice i’d love to hear.
but i love being alive
the wind and trees are so beautiful that i forget they’re not all there for me
of all the world has to offer me
every skill like a card from a lottery
im a jack of all trades and a master of none and it’s kind of embarrassing to think about because even my trades are lacklustre
i kinda hate everything i do by default