Can't forgive my dad after having an appendicitis
It happened when I was 12 or 13, I am 17 now and my dad is 71, we were having a small vaccination in turkey when one day after eating grilled meats I didn't feel well, I thought maybe because I ate too much and just thought I would sleep it off, when we returned back home I immediately went to bed and then I woke up in the middle of the night feeling Terrible and having a nausea, I threw up in the bathroom before just sitting their in pain, I didn't want to ruin my mom or dad sleep so I just sat their and waited, eventually the pain was unbearable that I woke up my mom, she gave me some sort of herbal tea plus painkillers, but I immediately threw that up and the pain got so bad that my mom described me as a mom giving birth ( mind you I have a high pain tolerance ) eventually she called my big brother who told her to warm a bottle of water and tie it around my waist which for some reason completely removed the pain, eventually I slept sitting on the couch because I was soo tired, after that day I suffered fevers and muscle ache and was barely surviving my fever was through the roof, my dad thought that I had the window open and simple catched a cold, I was in that State for 4 days without medical intervention, eventually when we went back home I was forced to travel with the pain which was one of the most terrible experiences in my life, one I was back home and my big brother saw me they finally took me to a clinic and treated me, the recovery was long but at that point anything was better than nothing
Ever since I recovered I look at my dad differently, I don't have a good relationship with my dad and I know he likes to save money, but after that i just couldn't forgive him anymore, the pain that could have been prevented if they just didn't care about money was just I don't know, I don't know if I will ever be able to actually have a good relationship with him before his passing