Feeling Hopeless
I'm getting horrible symptoms every day and just feel like I can't go on anymore. I feel like I'm getting worse each day. I feel hopeless. The numbness and dysautonomia get worse daily. I have numbness from head to toe and everything in between. I also have internal numbness and autonomic dysfunction. My Neurologist hasn't found anything to help me and this just keeps getting worse.
I developed all these issues after taking an antibiotic and B6 supplement 3 years ago. Since then, my life has been terrible. I've been basically bedbound since October 2025. Also, I have other conditions that developed along with this...MCAS, Dysautonomia, and Malnutrition/FTT. And I have hEDS, but that never caused issues until I took that antibiotic.
I feel terrible, every day is filled with flares and pain. Today all I did was try and get dressed. I stood up maybe 4 minutes and also did some organizing while sitting in bed (maybe 5 minutes). That was all it took for me to get sick. I felt dizzy, like I have no blood in my head, also had abdominal cramping, and lips got extremely dry, and my chest felt weird. Heart rate and oxygen were normal.
So, I went to lie down and raise my legs. That just made me feel much worse. I sipped on my electrolytes and drank almost the whole liter. Then of course I had to urinate. After I did that I honestly thought I would die. I've gotten vasovagal responses before, they started in November 2025. This just felt so much worse.
I don't know where to go from here or who to turn to. My Neurologist is supposed to be excellent, but I mentioned these things to him and he just shrugged me off. I literally can't stand up for more than a few minutes. This is all unbearable.
I'm only eating a handful of foods due to the MCAS and also drinking an elemental tube feeding formula. This all helps me to reach my calorie count. I had lost so much weight, but I'm finally at 110 lbs, but everything still feels so bad. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.