Anyone help PLEASE (vent warning)
I'm extremely exhausted, I'm crying every day, I'm crying right now as I'm making this. I don't know why this is happening, but for some reason I feel hungry after 2 hours even after eating meals that usually make me full. It's hard to stretch it and wait 3 or 4 hours, and I get absolutely NO sleep because of it, because I'm up eating every fucking minute. And when I'm not eating, I'm either crying or worrying in anticipation of how much free time I'll get to myself before I have to eat again. And crying makes my stomcah feel worse, it gets me hungrier quicker, and I'll have to force the food down my throat even when my throat is so tight I just want to throw up and be done with it all.
My anxiety is so bad that everything tastes like shit, I don't enjoy anything, and it's not just with food--I don't enjoy doing anything anymore. I've been on an anti-anxiety medication for a while now, but this all started when I got inconsistent and skipped a few weeks due to an already poor sleep schedule. I've been taking it consistently for a week now, and I don't know if I just need to give it time or up my dosage, but I know one thing. I can't keep doing this. It's hell, food is fucking disgusting and I hate it. Someone please tell me if this happened to them, or any advice that they might have. I'm already trying to eat different things, I'm doing protein shakes, I'm trying to calm down before bed. I can't get to sleep and I can't stand eating. I don't know what I want sorry guys I'm just so depserate right now