Don’t think I can afford PA school suddenly, and I’m spiraling
Here’s some background on my situation: older student, just split from my fiancé and now cannot get approved for loans by myself, I’ve already been denied by 4 lenders, I have NO one to co-sign, I owe in undergrad loans and a car loan, cannot do military service due to health reasons, and I am not eligible for GRAD plus loans. I do however receive a lifetime pension (monthly) from my old job, but that doesn’t seem to help me at all when trying to secure private loans….
Program starts in July
Anyway, I heard back from the College of Medicine, Student Finance and Scholarship department today. The university cannot offer me any institutional loans or scholarships because the department doesn’t have the money. They are a very large and notable public university with a great reputation, so I was shocked by this reply. They sent me links to 3rd party scholarships to apply for of varying amounts and due dates. I’m going to sit down and try to sort through as many as possible.
As it stands right now, MINUS the Federal Direct Loans (totaling $61,500 for 3 academic years), I would still owe another $70,000. I have no clue what I’m going to do. I officially asked if deferring until next year would be a possibility. I’m afraid they will say no. If anyone has any off the wall ideas, I’d love to hear them. I would absolutely apply for the NHSC if the app wasn’t already closed. Part of me would love to go ahead and start school as the summer semester would be fully paid for and would give me until August. But I would hate to commit to more debt only to find out that I still can’t fund the rest of my education, and would then have to drop out. 
This whole thing sucks so bad. What happens if somebody was able to secure private loans one year, but then didn’t get approved for the following year? What would the college do then?