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Genuine question mixed with a bit of venting. But I (17) just can’t work out what I’m supposed to do. I’ve never been in a relationship or spoken to a boy irl icl. I mainly use wizz and snap chat purely because when I discovered it about 6 months ago i thought I’d use it to get into that world and make myself comfortable talking to people. It’s definitely helped a lot but I’m still stuck.

I’ve had a couple situations online but I just don’t feel comfortable or even know how to act ‘like a boy’ I just naturally act like a girl and I hate it. Ik ppl will be like ‘there’s no acting like a girl’ but for me personally I do like binary roles. I think binary roles are a thing, it’s just not something you need to follow as such. I however do not feel comfortable acting like a binary girl.

Sexting I enjoy and sending too but only as a girl. I tell them to call me girls things and treat me like a girl because it’s the only way I know how. Being called a boy while showing off my tits just don’t seem right. But then the days I don’t feel like showing my tits I just don’t know how to sext or send like a guy at all. If I try I just feel like an idiot.

I feel like this will get better after I’ve been on T longer, currently 1 month, as I don’t even like to show my face in snaps to ppl. And also once I buy a packer which I plan to next month????

I (17) have just started in the gym and I’m clueless. I’m doing 3 days a week, full body every day. Ik what my goals are I’m just struggling to create a routine. Ideally like to lose a bit of weight but mainly focusing on building muscle and going from a typically female shape to a V shape. Anyone have a routine they follow for similar?

Cypionate 100mg a week, drawn and injected with the same 27g half inch needle into the abdomen? Is this ok?

Bit embarrassing but I (17ftm) have been on T for just over 2 weeks now, I have notice able bottom growth. I’d heard in the last ppl saying it was uncomfortable and i thought not much of it, maybe it would be slightly painful growing. But no. Now I’ve realised it’s not uncomfortable pain. It’s uncomfortably sensitive. I usually wear loose boxers or tighter ones depending on what I’m wearing js for comfort preference really, the friction is not comfortable, before nothing I wore was really touching it. now it is. Does anyone have any tips to stop the friction and discomfort? And does anyone have experience wearing packers with it as I assume that would just create more friction and discomfort but I’m looking into buying a packer soon.