So I got drunk at work and they said they need to drug test me because they’re suspicious and then they sent me home to wait for the results in a few days, I’m hoping that drug test doesn’t test for alcohol or I’m likely fucked, I really needed this job
I think I bought this from Etsy but can't remember since it was years ago, it's supposed to be silver or steel or something like that but has tarnished, I chose a custom font and custom name option for it which you can see in the photo and I need to find the exact same type as this
Edit: not really tarnished but deteriorated or degraded or something, I think it might be stainless steel
Mixed it with alcohol the past hour, still nothing. I gotta wake up in a few hours for orientation for a new job, I'm thinking of just staying awake. Starting to feel like Christian bale in that movie the machinist where he's anorexic and has insomnia and can't ever sleep and hallucinates like crazy and doesn't know what's real or not, alright I don't exactly feel like him but still
If I didn't need the money for anything else I mean, and I'm talking in a year from now since I don't have the money yet
Whenever I get drunk I get happy as hell but now that I'm on buspar and I'm drunk right now I don't feel happy, just drunk without the happiness