u/acceb1312

Don't get me wrong I would love to have money for a nice slick bike that feels effortless to move.

But sadly, I am broke as a dang joke right now with no money coming in as my work co tracts fell thru.

Whatever. Point is here I am on market place looking at the bikes under 100 bucks

Yes I know that's probably a bit ridiculous

To almost always be hoping for a unicorn of a thing to come round and be affordable

Really what im wondering is

Even with my lack of money

Im wondering what bikes that are older are worth looking out for

I've had the old "vintage" road bikes and well sometimes those are sweet but they are heavy

And can be harder to maneuver than I'd like

But ya , just curious on your guyses perspective or advice or if your like oh ya randomly Norco made a hilariously cheap bike that was actually pretty sweet

Anyway, yes one day ill have money so please refrain from the just get more money comments or what not I also believe that because there is so much waste in this world people throw really nice things away all the time Or have things sitting in their basement or garage they haven't looked at or wanted to use in years So I know not everything is free but sure as heck there's plenty of good bikes or really anything these days! Just sitting with no use in their lives and maybe on their way to the dump even

But anyway :)

Thanks yall ♡♡

Im guessing people will say to ask them or talk to them about it which is obvious

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But how have people navigated this.

Cause its almost like whats it called some kind of double megative or something ??

Cause well between so many faxtors rhat lead to just not wanting ro commit in ways.or scared.

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This person and I are actually relatively good at communication and getting down ro things

But theres a few subjects im just weary to talk about cause im also like what are the like qhere do i put it.if.i dont know where to put it

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... ya know ?

Would the mastercraft 229 piece set cover most of the torx and hex needed tools for this vehicle or should I get some better ones.

I dont really online shop and would like to be able to try and find tools in this small town hahah

Should i just get alot of them seperateley ?

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Know what i mean??? Lol

Like, I just had a sweety that we spent a lot of time together and now are both off doing our own things

And they kind of just like dissapeared out of the blue

And kind of aubrupt

While i felt in a vulnerable place and now i dont feel safe in it all because of it

So I waited to see if they would ever respond to my message or what not

And I waited longer than we had gone without talking since being away from eachother

Which just kind of solidified what i was feeling slash thinking

So then i said somerhing about how i was feeling

And the response was that nothing had changed and they still fwlt our connection

But im like sitting here being like

What connection? I feel unsafe and unloved by them

And they like played it off in a kind of annoying way

And then made half ass efforts to have a call

Seeming to be acting like theyre living their life while i just sit at homw pining for them

Which is annoying

We both started seasonal work with new peiple in new places and whatever.

They essentially qent cold and then when i vrought it all up they told me it seemed over the top and that this little tjing was too complicated

And im like .... where do i put this

Cause im just communicating how im not stupid and i know what its like when people arnt into me.

And they just said thwy were sorry for not keeping up with our messages

Thats not even what it is or how i said it though

{They know my traumas and things ive fwlt insecure in and how I just spent too many years with someone who didnt want to be with me}

So i dont know where to place it

Literally other than the proif is in the pudding and acrions speak louder than words like

Aka

You think of the peiple you like and send them nice things like not all the time but just a little even.

And honestly

Im like nothing special at all

But i dont think i could even pay people to want one of my nudes

And im like ... obviously feeling disgusting and unwanted and kinda like lol at myself

Like who doesnt want spicey picks of the people you find attracrive while your away ?

Like i get it ... im gross ? I guess

At the end of the day for me, what i just wrote out plainly shows that this person actually doesnt care bout me or us and or even find me attractive so i should have just also whent silent when they did too

I dont know where to put this

And also whats the fucking POINT