u/akahoneymoon

i hope they get back together, i love sofia and them as a couple

idk why, I think they have similar eyes maybe? similar voices? does anyone else feel like this?

I know in reality it's never "worth it" but after so many years, my brain still thinks this way. I'm 18 and I've had an eating disorder for 5-6 years, I've done everything under the sun related to ED's (starve, binge, puke etc) but I've never reached that Number. I feel like I've spent my adolescence chasing something unreal. I've never been diagnosed or told anyone, and sometimes my friends and family questioned me but other than that no one could really tell I was struggling. Does anyone else who's had an ED for years and wants to recover ever still feel like they need to make it 'worth it'? Like I've spent half a decade on this, it feels so disappointing to turn to healthy weight loss, it's like all these years have been for nothing. It almost feels kind of embarrassing, especially when you've been in online ED spaces for so long.

I go to a college which is probably why, and not that I ever enjoyed school but it makes me a little sad how quickly it's ending. I missed my leavers day cos I had two exams that day, but even if I didn't I probably wouldn't have done much, at college everyone kinda just sticks to the ppl they know and I only have two friends there anyway. idk how to explain it really, but it just feels surreal that after this week I'll walk out of my last exam and be done with school forever and that's it.

so i spilled a bit of water on my mac trackpad and immediately started wiping at it with my sleeve and it kept coming back up from the crevices of the trackpad meaning it must’ve gone in? (ik the sleeve was a dumb move) anyways have i ruined everything???? how much would it cost to fix? im doing really important exams right now and i need to use my laptop again soon

got a message from my form tutor asking me to explain why I haven't been in. should I tell them ive been staying home to revise or say ive been sick? in my college we dont get study leave until after may half term but the majority of my exams are done then

good luck to everyone doing this tmrw! There are a few texts ive not went over because they came up in past years, wonder if I should look over them now or just get sleep. also does anyone have any predictions of anthology texts? im hoping for JFK or Obama

i’m 18 and i’m not sure if this is because i’m dark skinned but the inside of my vagina like the folds or the labia like the little tips inside, they’re grey/black on the ends? idk if this is something i should be concerned about but it seems really weird i didn’t even realise it looked like this. is this something medical?? can it be changed???