28 F4F Can we chat like good friends ?
I had two realizations during a recent trip:
1- I am socially awkward
2-I really want friends
I will admit that coming out of that trip I was convinced that I needed to pursue an Autism diagnosis, alas my therapist assured me that I wish it was Autism but instead it is PTSD/ADHD/OCD looooool, If I ever make it in life and have to deliver a speech and thank any one person in my life and accredit them my life achievements it would be her.
I am coming here with no expectation, and I hope that lifts a heavy weight off of the shoulders of potential people sending me a DM, and optimistically not end up being ghosted.
I am determined to dig a hole in my bed ever since I got laid off work in June, and I have been very welcoming of the frequent naps that would hopefully make up for the restlessness of the 8 past years of employment in B2B.
I am an introvert who wants to be extroverted which feels like going against the current of overwhelm, overthinking, and existential dread…
I am told that I am funny, sometimes unintentionally. I would also describe myself as an optimistic pessimist who believes that we are all connected and share a sameness but that some of us are dipshit assholes.
I have a long list of books that I buy, want to read yet end up procrastinating on and getting immersed in endless daydreams, but I would say that it is one of my hobbies (Fav: The Grass Widow/ Dracula/On anarchy… )I love walking, and I am currently trying to dissociate and break my record of 50K steps in one day,
I like watching random youtube videos, movies, series, and anime(Fav: Fear and loathing in las Vegas/ One battle after another/ The Phoenician scheme…..) I enjoy animated films specially anything 2D drawn (Studio Ghibli).
I like talking about politics, I watch the news (sometimes religiously) I like being up to date with what’s happening in the world shout out to ground news, Channel 5, and independent journalists.
Bref ! Send me a random fact if you are interested in chatting