u/augustosage

I have been procrastinating so much and now its almost the end of the year and I dont even know the basic stuffs. I had a viva with an examiner today and he said I could never be a doctor like this. he was so angry at me which is valid since i was so insufferably stupid. I want to learn from the basics to like really well and jm willing to do anything right now. Where do I start and what books do I read to start. Is there any classes I can attend online. I need help.

I questioned one of their religious books and they gave me everything bit an answer to it. They told me to stop being so judgemental of everyone and if you cant even listen to god you can leave this place. I wish I could so bad. Ever since I was 9 ive always had to listen to them tell me how god demanded they hit their kids to make them turn out perfect. They watch me pray and always needs someone else to confirm that ive done it. hit me with their hands ,chair,belts,chargers everything. I feel nothing for them. I tried so hard to be a good kid for them but god comes first for them no matter what. They always prioritise other kids before me. Always trying to do nice gestures and everything. But they never did it for me. Now they're trying to get rid off me to a religious guy they can find and im terrified. Ive never been so glad to just pass away. I cant keep being around them. Im only 21 so I genuinely dont know what to do.

Songs like hannah Montana you will always find your way back home would be very much. I just need some good songs to be hopeful after being in a depressive state for years.

What are some good theatres where international stuff are running almost everyday if possible. Needed to watch the odyssey by Nolan when it gets released so bad. Tell me some good theatres as its my first time here. Any help appreciated!

I was searching for gyms and its so hard to find women only since my family is pretty strict and wont let me go any other way. If yall know some please let me know.

I am so tired of giving everything and getting bare minimum back. I need new friends so bad. Im 22 ans I love watching films and documentaries ans listening to rock music. Very much a sapiosexual. If anyone needs a friend hi 👋

Me and my friend were best of friends and have been since like 3 years now and recently I met a friend of hers and we got close and we talked a lot. But few months later I realised she was always trying to get stuff from us be it money or efforts or school stuff. My best friend helps everyone she can (she's very good at what she does) and sadly doesn't realise when people use her. I've been telling her the friend she has is using her but she doesn't like it at all and always gives me the "you're overthinking" or just agrees with me only to later on hangout with the same person. She gave me excuses but I really dont believe it. This other friend tried to break her friendship with 2 other people last year too because apparently my bff was helping them too much. But its not a problem when it comes to helping this friend because thats what friends do. She keeps using my bestfriend over and over and my best friend doesn't realise it. I broke off contact with this friend and she got mad and now is trying her best to break us apart so she can get my best friend to herself. I hate this person because she is gaslighting the f out of my best friend. I dont know what to do anymore. I need my bestfriend more than anything but I sound crazy to her the more I tell her how shes getting used.