u/autumn_sophy

Doctors are not always right. Neither are social workers. “Crisis team and recovery team” are in the background but refuse to help me directly. I get told to call Samaritans or 111 or use a crisis cafe. I am refused all actual help. Won’t even reply to my GP who asked them about prescribing meds and how out of order they are for leaving me with nothing. I am currently having weekly appointments with him. I am a risk to myself and others yet because of either the way I look or my diagnosis or the way they see me, and claim I’m not a risk cause I haven’t died, they refuse me help.

Doctors are not always right. Neither are social workers. “Crisis team and recovery team” are in the background but refuse to help me directly. I get told to call Samaritans or 111 or use a crisis cafe. I am refused all actual help. Won’t even reply to my GP who asked them about prescribing meds and how out of order they are for leaving me with nothing. I am currently having weekly appointments with him. I am a risk to myself and others yet because of either the way I look or my diagnosis or the way they see me, and claim I’m not a risk cause I haven’t died, they refuse me help.

Not just meds but discharge from CMHT due to prison, then told I can’t re refer until October to do DBT, but that leaves me months with 0 support, all I get told is oh you have capacity, you’re able to call numbers or use some crisis cafe, my GP can prescribe meds which they won’t and CMHT tell them not too as “it won’t help” yet they won’t even try it to see if it will help. I can’t get access to any support, just use Samaritans I’m told. I’m constantly in contact with 111 not that they help or anything and same with police and ambulance due to crisis and 0 help.

CMHT discharge due to prison, and told I can’t be referred to CMHT until October. Yet I have made suicide attempts, I get discharged from 136 with no support. Just told oh you have 24 hour support in supported housing but they are not trained, they are often rude and say I have capacity, my choice, attention seeking and all of that. They also breach confidentiality. But everyone ignores that and still says I have support or just call helplines or see my GP, and that is support. No it’s not. GP won’t prescribe medication. Recovery team didn’t even offer it when I did see them and claimed I just need DBT, but I don’t have that anymore either. I’m left with absolutely no support and told to use Samaritans or 111 if in crisis. I can’t afford private. EUPD diagnosis, suicidal, no where to go, refused crisis house and hospital as well.