Im currently looking to save all art that interests me, but it’s becoming quite an unmanageable amount. I have heard great things about obsidian, but will it be helpful in my case?
I think this exact thing probably stand from childhood. I can remember a lot of moments where I so desperately wanted something. And wanted and wanted and never got and I catch myself now just subconsciously, stopping myself.
Like with clothes, for example I could never get what I wanted and I remember going around stores and always going out empty-handed and always dreaming that I could go on a shopping spree or seeing some garment and wanted it so badly and hoping for it. And just hope rising and rising until it crashes and to disappointment.
And now I sort of have the money but I can bring myself to buy what I want sometimes I just walk out and even idea sometimes makes me so irritated I want to cry.
And with other bigger things like jobs or travel when I catch myself wanting I was thinking about it. I get so scared because watching I was there to disappointment. So much just drop it.
Im a bit torn about how to exactly to format my wording when writing. I have heard a lot of conflicting advice and would like to hear from someone with a successful result.
On one hand a lot of guides say to make an „I want“ journal, and I have tried. But every time I try to write I keep overthinking my wording, because of the whole „if you say „I want“, it implies that you don’t have it“ thing. So I keep overthinking that I’m pushing it away by writing it down.
On the other hand writing „I had this and this experience or met this or that person“ when I haven’t feels like lying to myself. So I don’t last that long ether.
I guess I just want to decide on the „correct“ writing style so I can stick to it. Please if you do practice journaling, would you share your process?
Im a bit torn about how to exactly to format my wording when writing. I have heard a lot of conflicting advice and would like to hear from someone with a successful result.
On one hand a lot of guides say to make an „I want“ journal, and I have tried. But every time I try to write I keep overthinking my wording, because of the whole „if you say „I want“, it implies that you don’t have it“ thing. So I keep overthinking that I’m pushing it away by writing it down.
On the other hand writing „I had this and this experience or met this or that person“ when I haven’t feels like lying to myself. So I don’t last that long ether.
I guess I just want to decide on the „correct“ writing style so I can stick to it. Please if you do practice journaling, would you share your process?
It may seem like a stupid question, but I feel so awkward doing things alone. Like where do I sit? Where do I look? If I bring a book is it too pretentious? How do I focus on a book? What do I order? Do I just pull up my phone? Write something? Stare at a wall? Do other people just feel comfortable. Do they know what to do automatically? Or are they just as anxious inside?
Hello, I have a problem with Anki audio. I downloaded both the best version of French and the best version of German on Mac. With French version there is no problem, but with German for some reason the program overrides it and gives me very robotic default audio. Has anyone had that problem? Is there anything that could be done?
I‘m feeling really low, I guess I use a sort off persona or a mask through my day that I can handle almost anything and be able to brush it off.
I had this inner confidence of who I am, that was pretty independent of peoples opinions.
The problem really starts with me trying to a psychologist. I didn’t really click with her the first time, but decided to stick it out for the next session.
By the third session I thought I invested a lot already(it very expensive for me) but saw no result so I decided I that I will cut the sessions there.
And starting from then on when she thought that I was pulling away she would trigger me with some horrible events that happened( she was the first one I told and the only one that knows(the biggest fear for me was that someone would weaponize them against me)) after that I had 3 sessions in a row. Because I convinced myself it was a mistake, since then it happened 2 more times.
I feel so stupid because I can’t function because of the words of another person. I hate that I gave her that much power over me and that I can’t take it back. I hate that I essentially spent sooo much money just to get her to understand. I feel so overwhelmed and angry because I specifically had one boundary that I asked her not to cross because I knew I couldn’t handle it right now. And I hate that when I expressed that she acted as if I was making a big deal out of nothing.
I feel like my soul has been crushed. I cant calm down and can’t center myself and I don’t know what to do.
// sorry it’s all over the place any advice to help me think clearly is greatly appreciated