Bruh I'm on 110th chapter and Nanzhu and Qiushi started to date which is wonderful, but I want more fan service👽
So anyway they kissed. It's 11st door (Hako Onna) and I want to ask. Will they fuck after it? 👀
Like ik that novel's genre is horror and romance is a second line, but I heard that they will fuck or something.
I just want to morally prepare. Tell me when? 🌸☺️
I really don't understand people's mind. Like everyone has various opinion about Ivan. Some says that he's a rapist, but some people says he's not. Like Till was against a kiss in round 6, but despite to his fight Ivan still kissed him.
Personally I don't think that Ivan's a rapist cause since childhood they didn't know what love actually is so Ivan's kiss was the last thing that he wanted to do and he probably wanted to show Till how much he's addicted to him and etc. After a while we see how Till FINALLY realizes that Ivan loved him and it's haunting him
What do you think about it. Is Ivan rapist or no?
I just watched Lost and Found (1996, Hong Kong) and on the scene where Worm and Lam were singing karaoke or something they sang such a wonderful song (about heaven) so I tried to Shazam it. It didn't work, but I'm searching for the name. Please help🙏🏻
(maybe spoiler?)
Ahahahha I'm on 80th chapter of Kaleidoscope of death and it's Lin Qiushi's first door without Ruan Nanzhu. Qiushi's client supposed to be a high school girl, but suddenly he sees not a cute girl, but 180+ height masculine man with huge tits which is wearing crop top and super mini skirt. It's too small that poor Qiushi's able to see his dih😭 hahaha it's so funny.
P. S I'm waiting for Nanzhu's reaction (will he be jealous??)
Recently I shared a post about my childhood memory. I was suspecting that it was SA, but I wasn't sure so I asked people on reddit. Someone answered that it was definitely SA but... Idk maybe I'm just overthinking (again) but I feel like my problem isn't big as yours.
Yk it's just feels strange to me.... What should I do?
Was it SA?
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To be honest, I really don't want to talk about it, and I feel really disgusted. I feel sick of myself and often find myself hating myself. The thing is, I've been "doing this" to myself from time to time since I was 6 or 7 (I don't remember the exact age). I do it about once a week or every two weeks. Over time, as I grew up, I realized how inappropriate and wrong this behavior is. I never talked about it to anyone because I'm a lowkey an introvert and generally don't want to talk about such things. Lately, I've been thinking about this for a long time and remembered something from childhood. I remembered how I used to play spin the bottle with my sister and cousins (my oldest brother would tell us different things and we would do them), and suddenly I realized that the things he asked us to do were pretty strange, like "lick each other down there," "kiss," and so on. He didn't force me to do it, but he forced my brother and sister, and they had fun. Overall, no one took it seriously; it was just a game for them (I was the youngest one). One day, my brother told us to touch his penis, including me. I don't remember if I was against it; apparently, when I was little, it seemed normal to me because my brother and sister laughed and touched it. It looked like mastrubating gestures. We all played, and then forgot about it. I think we never talked about this "game" in the presence of adults, etc. After that, I started searching for very disturbing and strange things like "naked people," "naked people at sea orgies," and then it all dawned on me that I started watching porn at age 7, and then lesbian sex (I'm straight). As a child, when I first started masturbating, I found it terribly pleasurable, and it happened almost daily. I became very hypersexual. As a child, I often had nightmares and often felt uncomfortable. I'm afraid of people and try to avoid crowded and loud places. I'm embarrassed to think about 18+ things in front of others because I think they'll read my mind. I'm somehow controlling it now, but I want to stop masturbating completely. I'm ashamed and disgusted. I don't like it, but this childhood habit won't go away. Me and my cousin talking very normal now and no one even remembers it (ig). Everyone just acts like nothing ever happened. I think (and I'm almost sure) that I have some mental issues and sometimes İ think that may be nothing even happened and I just Imagined everything :/ but I think that it's unlikely.
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Anyway, was I SA?...
Recently I started to read Kaleidoscope of death and it's freaking interesting! But there's one thing. Unfortunatly I saw a spoiler. It said that Ruang Nanzhu is a 12nd door.... And soo umhhh. Does it mean that he's not a human? Please explain...
To be honest, I really don't want to talk about it, and I feel really disgusted. I feel sick of myself and often find myself hating myself. The thing is, I've been "doing this" to myself from time to time since I was 6 or 7 (I don't remember the exact age). I do it about once a week or every two weeks. Over time, as I grew up, I realized how inappropriate and wrong this behavior is. I never talked about it to anyone because I'm a lowkey an introvert and generally don't want to talk about such things. Lately, I've been thinking about this for a long time and remembered something from childhood. I remembered how I used to play spin the bottle with my sister and cousins (my oldest brother would tell us different things and we would do them), and suddenly I realized that the things he asked us to do were pretty strange, like "lick each other down there," "kiss," and so on. He didn't force me to do it, but he forced my brother and sister, and they had fun. Overall, no one took it seriously; it was just a game for them (I was the youngest one). One day, my brother told us to touch his penis, including me. I don't remember if I was against it; apparently, when I was little, it seemed normal to me because my brother and sister laughed and touched it. It looked like mastrubating gestures. We all played, and then forgot about it. I think we never talked about this "game" in the presence of adults, etc. After that, I started searching for very disturbing and strange things like "naked people," "naked people at sea orgies," and then it all dawned on me that I started watching porn at age 7, and then lesbian sex (I'm straight). As a child, when I first started masturbating, I found it terribly pleasurable, and it happened almost daily. I became very hypersexual. As a child, I often had nightmares and often felt uncomfortable. I'm afraid of people and try to avoid crowded and loud places. I'm embarrassed to think about 18+ things in front of others because I think they'll read my mind. I'm somehow controlling it now, but I want to stop masturbating completely. I'm ashamed and disgusted. I don't like it, but this childhood habit won't go away. Me and my cousin talking very normal now and no one even remembers it (ig). Everyone just acts like nothing ever happened. I think (and I'm almost sure) that I have some mental issues and sometimes İ think that may be nothing even happened and I just Imagined everything :/ but I think that it's unlikely.
Anyway, was I SA?...