Why is my lower half getting wider. Im not meant to have b*bies. ew. my lower body is already so disgustingly broad and worst of all its probably not even fat its kinda bony im NEVER gonna look like a guy
those “male vs female pelvis” comparisons make me wanna rope. fml.
“the economy” “the state of the world” etc are valid reasons, but…
how about I just don’t want a fucking kid😂 even if the economy was amazing and the world was an objective utopia everyone was happy and flourishing no world issues I would still not want any kids. I really dislike young children. I know that seems silly to say since to others i’d be a young child but theres a difference between a shrieking toddler disrupting everyone and making everything unpleasant and an asocial teenager who wants to mind his own business
i hate how broad my lower body is getting. stop. i just want to stop it. fuck my transphobic parents. I just want to stop this before it gets too bad. I hate seeing cis men with their narrow lower bodies. Why do I have to be stuck with this widening piece of shit. Can it just fucking stop. My bones are deformed and i can never fix it. My fucking skeleton is wrong entirely. My bones are fuckinhffhfg actively deforming andm y parents sre doing notjing because of their stupid religion and what theijternet is telijgn them. HRT won’t even do anything to get rid of them atp since the bone is so fucking wide. I hate it£..
are we deadass?? how can you “get fatigue” from someone just fucking living their life????? im pissed off omg
I believe this is called a strawman. but anyways.
they like to claim transsexuals believe “you either have a male or female brain and you like gender stereotypes based on that” which is wrong. The belief of “male and female brain” just goes down to how your brain perceives your sex and how it responds to a hormone changing your body. It doesn’t impact what “gender stereotypes” you enjoy. transsexual males can still enjoy stuff not associated with men whilst their mind still responds to having lots of estrogen feminizing their body with dysphoria, and transsexual females can still enjoy stuff not associated with women whilst their mind still responds to having lots of testosterone masculinising their body with dysphoria.
TW mentions of sexual harassment and assault and all that
When I was really young I was sexually harassed by both of my parents and i was possibly assaulted by somebody* but I cant really remember since the memories are really fuzzy and shit but I hate remembering it since I feel like “just another ‘girl’ who went through it” (i don’t think this when I see other women/trans man victims these thoughts r only directed at myself) and I don’t feel valid as a ‘boy survivor’ even though I never identified as a girl not even as a kid I always referred to myself as a boy (which freaked out my parents because theyre sensitive haha)
*the somebody in question being an adult who did that to me out of malice, I know I definitely experienced COCSA multiple times but they probably didn’t do that to me with the intention to hurt me because they were like 6-10 years old (we were the same age each time, first one happened to me when i was 6 (year 1 in my country) and the last one at 10 (year 5 in my country). No it was not the same person it was separate girls at my school!!)
I hate this so much bruh
Boys are meant to be strong and scary. If i’m not strong and scary i’ll get hurt again and lose everything I hold close to me. I can never let anyone take care of me no matter how weak and small I feel. I’m not allowed to feel small. I can’t let anyone have power over me.
hi…..,,, does anyone know where a boy like could get stuff like maybe cute clothes🥹 also if any1 knows good places to hide em tell me since my like. irl(?) age is still under 18 so i still live with my parents and they don’t support anything i do :( so
no nsfw pls!!! also just stuff like t shirts is fine the age i usually go back to is 5yrs or such
idk what to flair this im new here sorry!!!
childhood dysphoria hits me so much harder than any other for some reason. I want to relive my childhood but as a boy. I want to be seen as a son i don’t care if it’s not by my biological parents. In fact i’d prefer if it wasn’t by my biological parents because I already don’t like them and theres no way I think they can fix that. But I don’t want to be accused of having a fetish because I don’t.
People saying they “support” trans people but also say “keep it away from the kids” means they view being transsex as something sexual and “dirty” and 100% see it only as a fetish rather than a medical condition that can ruin a life if not treated with transitioning.
I don’t want to get any older, not because I fear getting wrinkly or gray hair, im still very far from that, but because every year is me straying from the boyhood i could have if i suck it up and begin fighting for myself instead of just sitting here and rotting in a body that isn’t mine. But even though i’m still technically young I will never be 7 years old again. I’ll never experience going through the boys clothing aisle and picking out a cool t shirt with dinosaurs on it. I’ll never experience being in primary school and playing with the other boys my age. I’ll never experience being chased away from a “girls only” pillow fort and giggling with them. I’ve missed out on so many childhood experiences. I don’t know what I did in my past life to deserve having my childhood so violently ripped from me before I was even born
my childhood wasn’t even gendered too much.. my parents made me wear things i really didn’t want to and would fight to not wear but they also let me have toys marketed towards boys. I still feel so much grief over the boy i should have been.
not only is it feminine and gender dysphoria stuff, but they also forced me to wear them 100% since i hated bikinis as a kid and still do now. I want them to take down those photos but i don’t know how to ask since they wont do it anyways. I might just take their phone and do it myself.
It makes it easier for us to go stealth, we wont get questioned, and you’ve never really seen a cis male get attacked because people thought he was trans (probably has happened before, but generally much less), so likely people will just see us as cis if we’re stealth and passing. I hate seeing people say “make trans men more visible!” you’re going to get us killed
first: lost at birth by getting XX instead of XY
now: lost by having hugeass c cups and extremely wide hips instead of idk at LEAST a cups and narrow hips
I have 2 bras on and theyre STILL showing through my t shirt what can I even do i hate my transphobic ass parents
when i was a child i HAD to have this super fucking long thick big bush of hair that got in the way of everything. I tried cutting it a few times but when I had scissors i was always supervised (because i was a young kid i guess) so the adult would always stop me before I could chop it off. Whenever I asked my parents if i could cut it short they always said “nooooooo you have such beautiful long thick hairrrr” and they expected me to be able to take care of all that shit totally by myself when I was just 10 i fucking hate my parents im glad i have it short now omfg
“Gender dysphoria should be treated with therapy to get them to accept their ASAB rather than transitioning” so conversion therapy… its genuinely disgusting
TERFs are actually extremely disgusting then they complain about people hating them and say its “misogyny” no ur just a piece of shit
Lets see
Benefits of me having an estrogen puberty? literally none. it aligns with the sex i was forced into at birth though!
Cons? Dysphoria, Menstruation, I have to live my life pretending im someone who im not, it goes on.
Benefits of me being on T? Less dysphoria, my intense menstrual issues which my parents have been actively deciding not to bring me to a doctor for will stop or at least get less intense, I’ll actually have a happy teenage hood, I’ll actually be closer to the person I was meant to be at birth, and my muscle mass will increase so my hyper mobility issues will get more bearable.
Cons? Doesn’t align with the sex that was forced on me at birth. Will make transphobes mad. Stuff I really don’t care about. Shit even the downsides the transphobes say come with T seem neutral or even like upsides to me.
im not a “femboy” im not a “boy with a v*gina” fuck im not even a “trans boy” im just a boy. if you’re not my doctor you have no business calling me trans or perceiving me as trans. if you are just a regular ass person with no involvement in my physical health or gender dysphoria related mental health i am not trans to you. sthu im sick of this why cant I just have XY chromosomes
“being male is a deformity” (real thing i saw smb say btw😭) i wish i was deformed and mutated then pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease
my final goal is complete cis passing and stealth to everybody i meet, however other trans people say they can clock if someone is trans even when they pass super well. This worries me a bit because i want to pass as cis even to other trans people. Is it really true?
Im a minor and transsexual female to male and my parents would hate me if i ever came out to them. they would take all my shit and try to fearmonger and stuff (they accidentally found my messages to a friend once, and they did just that but i managed to convince them it was just a ‘phase’, if they found out i was ‘still trans’ they would likely go further than that.) but I really need a professional of sorts who will actually support me and listen to me and my thoughts because its really feeling like no one fucking cares right now. I’ve tried therapists and counsellors but it just didn’t work out. I didn’t feel that supported, and I want to tell someone who may be more knowledgeable/have a little more insight in the actual medical aspect like gender dysphoria and medically transitioning itself. One thing im terrified about is if I actually do say i am trans then they will tell my parents and make the situation very unsafe for me. I am not asking for medical advice.