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What is the purpose of thinking?

If meditation is the art of stopping thoughts.

What is the art of. . . Whatting thoughts?

Like what thoughts. Moving thoughts? Going thoughts?

Making thoughts move and go?

Where do thoughts want to move and go towards?

If being awakened is identifying that who one is is the observer of thoughts.

What do we do with thoughts?

We may be the observer of thoughts,

But are we also:

The architect?

What do we build our thoughts into?

I am. I am life. I am human. I am egos. I am mind body and soul. I am health love work and fun.

I am the hell hunter. I hunt the hells in myself and others.

With my tools, my agile mobilities, and my senses, I hunt the hell within you and me.

I sense it, your sins: gluttony, wrath, lust, greed, pride, sloth, and envy. I hunt them.

“Many mistake me for the hells I slay, Hmph, let them”.

I am the hell hunter. I identify with hunting hells. I have shaped my egos into being the hell hunter, the practice opponent. I have taken the uncarved block and carved the practice opponent and the hell hunter into it.

From the state of pure gnosis, pure remembrance, and purely awake, I wonder what to do with my corporeal body. My wonder is satiated as I think of shaping molding and fashioning my egos into the hell hunter.

Some of us are born to fight. To protect and fight for what is precious. I was fated to hunt the hells.

How dangerous hunting hells is. If you could peer into my soul and sense the psychological and emotional damage I have incurred.

I want you to sense it.

SENSE MY TURMOIL!

SENSE MY CHAOS!

SENSE THE TOLL OF HUNTING HELL!

My fear, OH GOD! MY FEAR! How expansive and overwhelming. How asphyxiating!

You, reader, are so lucky to not experience a pittance of the amount my soul has been carved into fear.

I dissolve my ego, and I return to the uncarved block, every day, every moment I seek to return to zero.

And then from zero, from the dissolved ego, from the uncarved block, I carve the hell hunter.

WHY?! WHY ME?! Why was I fated to hone fear? Why couldn’t I be like everyone else who lets their fear lay endarkened.

For those whom much is given, much is expected.

This fear, this terror, how close my nightmares are to me.

This fear keeps me safe. As I turn the corners, on the sharpest edge, it is fear that keeps me safe.

It is fear that reminds me the floor is wet so I do not slip.

It is fear that COMMANDS ME look both ways before I cross the road.

It is fear that makes me hold a knife with such delicacy.

How close I am to fear.

To hunt the hells in others, I must hone my fear.

But god knows the toll fear plays, so I sublimate fear into anticipation, for reprieve, but this cognitive act of sublimation is an active forging done within the working memory(oh wow now that’s genius(you have to have quite the concept forged to truly understand sublimation and working memory(wow I’m on a roll))).

I type here to you, reader, so you can see and sense the potential turmoil tumult and chaos the mind is capable of.

I am fated to be seen. I am fated to be sensed by humanity.

What is this? What do these words point to?

And before any fools eagerly step into say “they are just words!” “You are not words”.

I say: thank you, go on back and enjoy your crayons.

Do you ever start building momentum, and some fool comes in with the entire collection of their ignorant foolishness and unleashes it on you. And then you are just stuck there, completely stalled, because there is a foolish noob in your path. You can’t slay the noob, because you are moral. So your best bet is to just give them an illusion to distract them. This nature of unconsciously creating illusions for fools is so baked into my style that I cannot even stop making illusions. What is not illusive? What is not fake? What is truly good? The answer is health love work and fun.

Obviously The Devil, sin hell, bad and evil are just words. IM TYPING USING WORDS.

What do these words mean? What do they point to?

Every second of every part of your life, you are torn between choosing good or bad. Obviously, this aforementioned collection of words represents badness. We are torn between good and bad.

When we are young, we are designated to collect data points of what good and bad are.

Then, at some point, we are put at a fork in the road. We must choose between two paths. CHOICE. Free will. Ya, fuck you anti free will fools!

Each time you choose to neglect increase good and decreasing bad, you cultivate and collect more bad and less good.

This numinous and ethereal and ephemeral quantitative numbered unit of (+)Good(-)Bad compounds with momentum. So, you must parse optimally. Each dilly dally and moment of laziness slows your momentum.

And it’s all money. Money is incredibly spiritual. But, money isn’t about love. Money is ANTI LOVE. Some people are so convinced that love is everything. It’s not. Love requires money. So many spiritual FUCKS! Downplay the value of earning money because earning money requires being OBEDIENT SUBSERVIENT AND SUBMISSIVE. And, despite their “holy spirituality” and “I sAw A bRiGhT lIgHt FoR 8 hOuRs” and now I’m better enlightened than everyone, despite this, they refuse to obey anyone.

They refuse to serve. They don’t clean, they don’t retort. And if they do, it’s for 1/100th of the time required.

And hey, don’t get me wrong, the parasitic raped fool, the breakable teacher of hate, these identities that I project on YOU FUCKS!, this is the identity of myself I do not want to be.

I aim to fashion, mold, and fortify(YA FUCK YOU EGO DISSOLUTIONSITS YOU CANT SENSE THE FULL PICTURE) my ego into symbiotic loving genius, the unbreakable student of love; Jomni.

There will come a point in your life, a reoccurring point, where The Devil will challenge you at a game of your choice. You do not have to beat The Devil, you couldn’t even if you tried your best, but,

BUT! To maintain your soul, you will need to play the game with 100% of your best will effort and intention for the entire time, or atleast 90% of the time.

So many of you fucked up spiritualists neglect your will.

The Devil is designed to cultivate your will.

The Europeans that moved to America were able to pillage the world because they harnessed the power of The Devil.

We are not designed to just be lovers and gardens. We are also designed to build walls and weapons.

Walk softly and carry a big stick.

A garden without walls and weapons will be pillaged shortly.

“Oh how come we can’t all just love each other?”

Because powerful people have the free will to do drugs and have sex and create babies on drugs and the babies have no chance of ever quelling their amygdala long enough to find peace, so THESE FUCKs, these sons of drugged up bitches, they will come and raid your garden.

So, you must cultivate arms in tandem with cultivating that precious garden.

How’s that for aggression?

MY EYES TURN BLACK!

QUELLED BY TEARS!

And then,

THE DIVINE! SHIVERS! ENVELOPE! MY HUMAN!

What does meditation have to do with conscious breath control?

Has anyone experienced 1-2 breaths per minute for more than 5 minutes?

I am looking and seeking someone who has experience slowing their breath per minute down.

12 breaths per minute seems to be the normal.

6 breaths per minute seems to be advanced.

And 1-2 breaths per minute seems to be elite.

I am seeking someone here who has experienced reliably being able to do 1-2 breaths per minute.

The purpose of the mind is to ebb and flow through the process of rendering, learning , and computing the what, where, why, and how on the dimensions of micro/macro(size) high/low(intensity), and duration (time) of processing the past, focus on the present, and predicting the future with the intention to practice the execution of choosing to increase the good and decrease the bad of yours and your loved ones quality and quantity of health love work and fun.

What to do and what to say.

It’s quite incredible how impactful what we say is. Well, impactful in the grand scheme of what we can actually control.

A popular theme in the spiritual zeitgeist is how illusive the mind is. Ok, the mind is illusive. Now what? I think with my mind that it is important to recognize how fleeting fickle and flickering the mind is.

I am wrong a lot. I sense things that aren’t there. I am wrong about what I think will happen. My mind is wrong a lot. I am wrong a lot.

Within our ability is the possibility to build, mold, construct, create, or manifest the illusive mind into a nightmare or a dream. We are the authors pilots and captains of our lives.

What do you want?

WHAT DO YOU WANT?

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT⁉️

What do you want every second of your day to be like. What do you want to do with each second of your day. To truly value each second. To try to make the most of every second. This is a heavy burden. To be so pressured by time.

Abracadabra: I create as I type.

The illusion can be harnessed and honed to mold into creating a dream of what to do and how to be.

What to do and how to be are two separate kinds similar orientations. Being is the essence in which you carry into your actions. Doing is the actionable choice of physical behavior.

The absurd hero. Funmaxxing hero.

All signs point to being a hero as the most meaningful life.

Oh, a meaningful life? Where did that come from?

Meaning is value importance utility purpose. A hierarchy of value. Brushing your teeth verses folding your clothes verses getting your oil changed verses sleeping and eating well verses staying between the lines while driving. Some of these ACTS of doing choice of behaviors are more meaningful than others. Staying in between the lines while driving being the most meaningful and folding your clothes being the least.

What’s the point? Oh ya WHATS THE MEANING TO LIFE?

TO FEEL GOOD. But not just one spike of incredible good feelings that is followed by decaying descent into hell. No, increasingly greater feelings.

Yes yes I know how fleeting flickering fake and fickle feelings are.

but, BUT!, feelings are quite reliable. You can expect xyz to feel like xyz; with a little variation.

The great meaning to life is to follow your feelings. To increase good feelings like freedom bliss curiosity love and flow and decrease feelings like pain RAGE! Terror grief and boredom.

Follow your feelings. Follow your soul heart emotion spirit. Let the spirit guide you.

Don’t keep making the same mistakes and staying capped at a low level.

I type this message for me and you. This message I typed here and will eventually post was written for you just as much as I typed this for me.

This typing here is a far superior style of thinking to typing in my notes or paper and even more far superior to thinking. However, this is less superior to talking with someone

There is a hierarchy of value meaning importance and points. Some things are superior and inferior to others.

Thinking intentionally to self may be the most sustainable, but thinking to self to cultivate your mind is hard as fuck. While typing or writing words down is easy and more clear cuz you get it out of your mind and have real words to recall on. But then there is talking to someone.

CULTIVATE YOUR MIND!

Fashion and mold the illusive nature of the mind into your dreams! Into what you want.

Thank you,

What is shadow work? Here are some synonyms for what I think the shadow points to, the id, the inner impulsive unruly child, the part of us that we and others reject compartmentalize and disregard.

What is shadow work? Bringing these characteristics to the surface. These characteristics being the part of us that is disregarded by ourselves and others, the impulsive unruly child.

I think a big part of doing true shadow work is expressing these negative characteristics to other people in a controlled environment and having that other person respond how a normal person does. Have that other person say “you are ugly” “that is not an ok thing to say”. The line between doing shadow work and being rude or evil is you consciously being aware of how rude you are being and being able to rein it in and control it so things don’t go too far.

Shadow work is dangerous. When you express these negative unruly characteristics, people will respond as they normally do. I think a big part of shadow work is dealing with other people’s negative judgmental response to your negative behavior.

But, all this shadow work is all with the intention of reducing how much damage you unconsciously or unintentionally do to others. Id is so easy to hurt other peoples egos; one can pursue the craft of not harming others ego by practicing what does harm other peoples egos.

This type of shadow work is truly dangerous. How easy id is to hurt others, and then that hurt other hurts you, and then you spiral. How easy id is to lose control and not be able to rein id in and do more damage.

But this is the cost, the sacrifice, all with the intention of building your ability to not cause damage to others unintentionally or unconsciously.

The wall of text that you copy and pasted from AI or other social media messages.

The fruitful gains of posts here is from the energy that you bring into the receiving/back and giving/forth from deep dense distinct detailed discussion.

I put my intention into not just one back and forth, but 50. I have built my design and purpose here in creating 50 back and forths.

My mystique, my egos, my provocation and assertions are not designed for the meager and shrimpy 1-3 back and forths. My mystique, egos provocation taunts and energy is designed for 50!

I am designed for long stamina. Duralast, built to last.

You may win a minor skirmish with me because my sights are set on winning the war. You’ll relish in your embrace of your minor skirmish, and I will feel that loss too, because I play for inches.

But you can’t do 100 rounds with me. You don’t have the comprehension and the stamina.

I don’t intend to slay you and leave you destroyed, but of course, the normal state of being slayed is to continue your defenses and aggression.

Ideally, I DONT EVEN WANT TO DESTROY YOU! But when you step to me with criticism denigration and wielding your self righteous sword of judgment, what choice do I have⁉️

I want to play and learn. So simple.

When you become as genius as I am, you are so deep into the learning process that you understand the micro and macro mechanics of learning.

Abracadabra! This means I create as I type.

I want to learn and play!

But all I get is criticism judgment and denigration, lazy low effort parrots, and narrow minded inflexible anti introspection.

Common, can’t someone have the will to truly learn and play!

And I’m still trying to get better.

There is no end to mastery. There is no end to mastering the self.

I look to the ascended master who has logged sixty thousand hours chopping wood and I can tell I am not match for them.

The way they pick up the axe, the way the axe hits the wood, the way the wood falls. I can sense so many micro details that the ascended master does better than me.

Chopping wood doesn’t begin when you pick up the axe and the wood is in front of you. There is much prerequisites to perform as masterfully beforehand. Your diet and your sleep, your relationship with other humans, your breath, and your posture; these are all elements that impact your ability to chop.

And don’t get me started on carrying water!

Hint: chopping wood and carrying water are euphemisms for typing your notes, doing your homework, dishes, laundry, or driving.

Validation. Upvotes. It all begins with upvotes. External validation, from the other humans.

Seeking fame. There is something so despicable about a human who seeks attention. Something that deeply corrupts the soul.

Yet, all the most famous people you know, so haught in the spot light, they all sought fame validation upvotes and likes.

What a twistable market. The Hollywood famous likeable people; they sought fame well. I guess seeking fame is only despicable and so ugly if you do it wrong. How does one seek fame in a good or bad way⁉️

Now. Am I just going to deny the merit, the value, the important meaningful utility of cultivating a characteristic within you that illicits this fame?

All the people you know, so haught and enlittened, Hollywood, politics. It’s all fame. Votes. Being likeable. Being popular.

Seeking external validation is part of the dark evil chaos side. Cain sought praise rather than Abel’s seeking of “just doing your best regardless of outcome”.

How hard it is to just continuously do your best your entire life. Hell, I just didn’t do my best at my work. HELL! But I am a corrupt human. A sinful mortal man.

But it is in my conscious adventure into the hellish sin that I am able to glean the heavenous virtue.

To be conscious of heaven. Wow. That’s deep dense and distinct.

Who am I? They say the more you think about yourself the more neurotic you become, and I wonder if any of you think about yourself more than I think about me.

Wow, in that last sentence I hit the cluster chain of neurosis! Wondering about who I am, comparing myself to others seeking FAME!

Meditation is like an immovable object, and emotionally charged thoughts are like a stoppable force.

The emotionally charged thoughts slam into the immovable stillness of meditation and are subsequently systematically dismantled.

All of your emotionally charged thoughts of questions that you neglect, that lay within the decaying gutters of your unconscious; they need to be slammed into the still immovable object of meditation.

What are the benefits to regularly slamming the emotionally charged thoughts into the still immovable object of meditation?

What could you do for yourself and others if you were not a prisoner of the fear from your mind?

Who are some people that you think have given the most to humanity? Jake Paul? That my friends, is what we like to call a joke. A funny.

🧘.

Thank you,

Your god, Jomni.

One second, my heart beats 80 bpm, next 100, next 60.

It is in the ability. What is it?

Mysterious, cryptic, and deep as galaxies. Comprehensive like a textbook, consolidated like a proton.

To master the journey to where?

Still like a grandfather tree with the heights of progeny surrounding just inches below my summit.

To quest, to question. Reader: draw a similarity between quest and question, I command! it.

What is it?

What do I seek? engagement. New stimulation that compounds on the textbooks I have already summitted. One has to master many textbooks to graduate.

Type to me, keep me company through my summit and nadir.

Let us play and learn. God, allow me to alternate intelligently at an unprecedented pace rate between enchanting and disenchanting in a healthy way. The Devil, I respect and trust you, I know your purpose and I embrace the one within me and others.

A shinobi. Naruto.

Genin, chunin, jonin, kage.

The four ranks.

You can attribute certain characteristics to each rank. Meaning, if someone makes it to that rank, you can assume that they know how to do certain things.

To be a master of many tools, the avolokishavara.

That’s the whole point of the hierarchical ranking system. The whole point of the hierarchical ranking system is to be able to assume that this person has mastered many different jutsus; and likely has a special jutsu.

How wonderful of a drive is fame? Validation? To be validated.

One is good and right to pursue external validation as well as internal validation.

With the external being money game and relationships, and the internal being energy and time.

It’s all evolution, and learning transcendence enlightening awakening self actualizing.

Every moment we are alive serves as a data point to build towards a greater, more good, and grander being.

What is good great and grand?

I’ll tell you one thing you cannot disagree with! It is good great and grand to be free from pain!

Pain is the origin of thought. All thoughts begin with pain.

All thoughts begin with pain.

Like, we evolved to have thoughts as a means of preventing pain. Preventing pain in the future.

The mind of thoughts work as a means of cultivating data that forms patterns so that we can have some blippy semblance of a pittance of what will happen next. As a means of survival.

If I did not have good knowledge of understanding of patterns, how could I ever stop being afraid? It is in my trust in my understanding of the rhythmic patterns of life that I can ever stop being afraid, that I can ever deactivate my sympathetic nervous system, and enter the parasympathetic rest.

There are no poisonous snakes or spiders near me. There are no tigers and wolves stalking me.

There could be cancerous demons growing within me. . .

Safety from pain. Fear is a precautionary sense that keeps us from pain. The hunters get upset when their prey gets spooked.

THE HUNTERS GET UPSET WHEN THEIR PREY GETS SPOOKED.