Rookies, help me understand
You start a Monza race after qualifying p18 with a 1:52.7. Race starts and you see a car starting from the pit lane. Fast forward two laps and said car is behind you and just clocked the fastest lap at 1:50.3. Your lappping at 1:52.5 to 1:53.2. You block and defend life and death with 15 minutes of the race left. After a bit of door rubbing the car passes, you then spin out trying to immediately keep up and come back. Help me understand whats going through your head