I love my gf but she's so focused on marrying a guy like me in future, idk how am I gonna face her parents cz I'm not as much as they are except for her husband's criteria, I was always a loner since childhood so I don't mind if she leaves me in future for her better life and better guy, I wish to be that guy but yk I try everything thing but always turned out to be a failure, I don't curse my kismat anymore I just enjoy it.
When I was a kid me and my sister used to watch shows like aakad bakkad bambe boo, shaktiman, shakalaka boom boom, shh phir koi hai, vikral gabral, son pari, shararat and many more shows which I have seen while growing up and me and my whole family used to watch shapath super cops vs super villains together, I even watched og daily soaps with my mom and sis like ye rishta kya kehlata, sasural gainda fool, diya aur bati, gulal etc does anyone remember these shows
I wanna buy an iphone 15 on emi and create some short movies on it and after sometime a scooty that too on emi idk how I'm gonna do that but at least I will try, I have got a job as a packer ik it's a small job but that's my first job I do give my 100% and try to be better and someday I wish this whole struggle is gonna pay me back.
I'm having bad days because my whole family and even my parents compare me to my cousin who got a job in ib, since childhood they always compared me to someone else, when I was a kid they told me u are a fragile kid in Hindi it's called dheela my whole childhood was like that and now my adulthood, I do try everything to just to prove them wrong but didn't succeed in it, idk what I'm gonna do in this life but I made sure that they will not criticize any other kid and yk whenever I meet a kid I told them that you can be anything in this world, and I also make sure that they will not be alone like I was, guys Ik this kind of stupid but when I was a kid I want to be a red ranger and I still got dreams of it, I hate adulthood I wish I can go back and made something correct which ruined my life so I would've been a successful guy by now.
Why everyday feels so heavy, idk when the bad time starts in someone's life the whole life surrounded by the bad things and I don't think this is the bad time cz when you have struggled throughout your life in everything, like making friends, a gf etc even your parents never supported you so it makes it worse, sorry for my English I do have a problem but I'm trying like I always do, in life you have to try no matter what happens like one of my fav movies dialogue, hope is a good thing or maybe the great thing and someday my sun will rise , guys if you are struggling with anything and you need to talk to someone then you can contact me I'm here cz u become the person whom you needed at that time, and I wish that you all guys do great things in life and be happy