This is Renn Zamora, Misbegotten Son of the Snow Witch and Cold Keeper of the Gold Flame. My head canon for this dude is so deep let me know what you guys think!
Zamor Mask
Thiollier’s Garb(Altered)
Gaius’s Gauntlets
Greaves of Solitude
Dragonscale Blade
Staff of the Great Beyond
Iron Roundshield
I thought it was hilarious til i scrolled down and read comments. If you knew a group of filipinos in the 2010s you know filipinos got history using the word. But there’s so many comments below the meme of people saying that we’re allowed to say the N-word. I do not get it.
I laughed bc i forget there’s still filipinos in 2026 that feel it’s okay to say it
Their argument is that the indigenous filipino people were black which is true. And there are darkskin filipinos today and even still indigenous black populations in the philippines. I don’t disagree with that but the black american experience and history is completely different from an indigenous black filipino or a filipino american. Obviously it’s different for filipinos who have a black american parent.
Not to mention among non-black filipinos and the SPANIARD looking filipinos there’s hella anti blackness.
I’m not trying to gatekeep or no weird shit and tbh my friends have given me the pass before but i cleaned it up years ago before i even got out of highschool because I’m not black.
Not proud that I ever said it but I’ve grown way past it and I would think majority of filipinos would have because none of my friends say it
BW how do yall feel about all this? Im not comfortable saying it because u know it makes other people uncomfortable. Does your man get to say it to you if he’s the right flavor of filipino lol? I have an ex who’s black and she said she was cool with me saying it but I never did. She was like say it, come on. 😂
Anyway i thought this was a good meme until i remembered this is still an actual problem in the community
Tldr: i dont get why filipinos feel the need to fight for the n word pass and it irritates me but how do the black women in here feel about it? I dont know how else to get it across to my peoples
DV\*olence warning
We’re both trying our hardest to get jobs. If it were up to me we would just go our separate ways but we don’t have cheese to move. I’m not asking for anything other than advice about any aspect of this situation…
I(29amab) got together with my ex(28afab) in early 2024 and things have been feeling really hostile most of the time for a long time. I have a p\*n addiction and I let them know early on before getting together but as things have continued we’ve broken up and gotten back together.. seems we’re broken up for good but they basically, things have gotten physical. I’m much larger and have never swung punches back. I have slapped them one time and one time only because they slapped me repeatedly during an argument. I ate like 4 slaps and told them to stop or i’d slap back.. they kept going and i literally couldn’t contain myself so i slapped back albeit still not at full force.. that is the most shameful thing and i never wanted to let it be a possibility to happen again.
Last summer I slipped back into some of the addiction behaviors after an argument and a fight. I had gone to work in makeup(which my now ex actually helped me to cover some bruises) i never wear makeup to work so i got more attention and then someone at work asked me about my eye about a week after another fight… i know how toxic and scattered this post is, i honestly have lost track of all the times they have put hands on me.. and any documentation from that time is gone but i called the cops before and i hated doing that. I hate cops and i dont trust them at all. But if i get scared and there’s no family of theirs that lives nearby for me to call for help, and i dont want my family involved. I’m just having such a hard time.. career and socially and purpose wise. I am trying to stay positive but i’m a shy and anxious person and I’m getting so so tired of all the rejections trying to find work.
I’ve started and stopped more jobs between 2025-now than i ever have had jobs in my whole life. I’m not perfect at my jobs for attendance, but I’m a good employee(server) so i have been able to get away with it as a single and independent person. But with this relationship my partner has told me to come back or they’ll break some of my electronics etc.. it’s so much to get into.
I am not simply a victim, I have participated in the abuse by way of dishonesty and hiding. I have never cheated but i did once break up with them and sleep with someone else. They did the same apparently and they waited a half year to tell me even though i told them the very next time that I saw them when i did it.
Basically, i’m still living with my ex because now that we’re in august we have accumulated 7000 combined in back r|ent and utilities. They don’t have an option to move to a new place, and I can move back with my parents but my freedom and trust with them has been greatly restricted over the years. I have one cat and they have two cats. I still care about them and those cats I really don’t want them to become homeless. I don’t know how to keep going I’ve had scidal ideation a few times lately.
This is the hardest life has ever felt and I’m finding myself doing a lot of wishing. Wishing I finished college and done all the therapy and self work and even just stayed friends with this person before getting with them. I am not the only person responsible for this all, and I think I remember even having doubts about them but I thought we were solid enough from the start… we had a talk tonight and nothing physically abusive has happened for 2 months maybe. It did get a little loud and mean from both sides.
Tldr; sorry guys i wrote this sleepy but unable to sleep and would have wanted to be more concise so bear with me. I couldn’t fall asleep when i started writing and I am now hella sleepy(it is 4am lol) Please shoot any questions or leave any advice or share experience.. anything will help and writing out some of this helped already. and I’ll be back in the morning. also dms are open for anyone who wants to weigh in privately. Don’t speak ill of this person I’m aware of the damage they’ve done and even though I love them there’s no way we’re gonna make excuses for each other. Thank you
looking for friends in the Bay pleas. dms are open!