u/ch3rrycassette

i cry every night till my head hurts for no reason and now i’m fainting during the day because i’m not eating enough and i make these like minute scratches on my arm because idk how to make actual substantial cuts and i’m just like… just kill me now atp i’m not even sad i’m just fed up

i know this is a really sick and gross mindset to be in but i wanted to get it off my chest.

i cut myself but i rarely scar and idk why. for some reason i feel some sort of accomplishment and like im not faking if i have scars afterwards, but i never develop any and when i see people with scars, self harm scars or otherwise i get a little jealous because they’re able to develop scars and i’m not.

i feel so gross and ashamed

i need to buy a wig but i’m broke, and the only option i can afford rn is one with a fringe. but the character i’m cosplaying doesn’t have a fringe. its not essential to hide it but i was just wondering! thanks in advance!