Prussian Surgeon Cosplay

I spent too much time sewing the buttons onto it, more so because I kept poking myself. The coat itself is aligns with around a mens XS to S, if I ever were to give this costume away. Although, I am unsure if I would.

I followed both the in game coat, along with references from the real life uniform, I do have the details on the back, but I might have to show them another time since I forgot to in this video.

Let me know your thoughts on my work!

u/chiartkey — 9 hours ago

drew my GNB oc guy thing idk

Joined initial war effort to help his sick mom! Then uhh…yeah the blight.

He is blonde

I just wanted to share my GNB art!! Thanks for looking at it!!

u/chiartkey — 18 days ago

Edited together some clips of mine I found silly

I play with horrible wifi so this is unfortunately very common 😭

u/chiartkey — 21 days ago
▲ 25 r/russian

How do I pronounce люблю

I genuinely cannot tell what I am doing wrong in order to fix it. Along with that, in general I struggle with pronouncing things in their entirety. I get maybe…halfway through a solid pronunciation. My grandfather gave me his own books on russian language, except i’ve ditched them for duolingo. He is getting older though, so I need to master Russian before he won’t be here to see me speak it. He’s the main person who wants me to learn it, I want to as well, but mostly for him.

u/chiartkey — 22 days ago
▲ 15 r/hetalia

Nyo-Russia Cosplay

forgot to take photos in this cosplay AGAIN 😭

u/chiartkey — 23 days ago

11 months post op!and some advice

started at about 280 lbs, currently about 165. i am 158 cm tall or around 5’2. i definitely am not the best example, i definitely do regret the approaches i took post op.

guys please do eat as your body needs, don’t overly restrict, i know fast loss is seen as the single most important thing, but your long-term health is more important than the couple extra pounds off a month.

i give this advice because i did not listen to that same advice, and i now have long term consequences to deal with.. like a hyperactive gastrocolic reflex 😔

currently i am trying to maintain, although i keep losing. but im trying to take a break until i can recover a bit more from the bullshit i caused.

u/chiartkey — 26 days ago

My Sophie Cosplay [Cry of Fear]

Definitely needs some work! I should start investing in backgrounds..Just felt like sharing my cosplay though!

u/chiartkey — 29 days ago

idk sometimes i wonder

makeup but not heavy, under it i have some eye-bags but not too bad, and a little bit of freckles on my nose bridge.

u/chiartkey — 1 month ago

cycle, personal reflection

The first time was the one and only time I ever felt something, anything.
Fear, hesitation, relief; they all compounded into a long-term impact on my life where i’d never experience those same highs while doing the same activity.

Fear, I yearn for the mere chance to feel fear while causing the very same damage others fear to see on me. I was only afraid to harm myself the first time I ever did.

Hesitation..sometimes, I can only wish i’d hesitate. Hesitation would mean that maybe, maybe i’d begun to see the value in keeping myself pristine.

Relief. I will forever chase the relief that a blade promises me. A promise always delayed. Relief no longer visits me, only a silent numbness, maybe the previous emotions were silenced, but they quietly whisper in a creeping guilt.

Guilt, I will always feel a gnawing guilt. First to the ever awaited last, all which remains is a tormentingly present guilt.

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u/chiartkey — 1 month ago

any advice? and does anyone know where it could be from?

this is of my grandfather, he was studying to become a doctor around this time. he doesn’t speak of his experience much, but uhm, this picture was given to me when i was a toddler. I’ve somehow managed to not damage it all these years. it currently sits on a shelf by all my anime and hatsune miku figures.

u/chiartkey — 1 month ago