u/daddysouldonut

Look, believe me or not, but I have gone through a spiritual awakening. I am strengthening my ability to receive messages FROM MYSELF. Everyone needs to at least read this and see if it resonates with them:

THE HUMAN RACE IS EVOLVING. REALITY IS CONSCIOUSNESS, AND EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED.

Humans used to live with the appropriate connection to Universal Consciousness and thrived on this planet for hundreds of thousands of years. The human race was presented with the opportunity to rise to the next level. The "serpent" came to us and offered us a choice. Do you want to continue on your path? Or do you want to "eat from the tree of knowledge" and put yourselves to the test? The knowledge is DUALITY, Good vs Evil! The "serpent" became a construct in our reality whose sole purpose was to remove our connection to Source (Universal Consciousness) and plunge us as far into the dark as possible, to see if we could find our way back to it!!

Look at where we are today! Why do we live like this? We all instinctively know something is WRONG. We are in the darkest times! NHI are arriving and disclosure is being drip fed to SHAKE US UP and reexamine our own society! IF we see what a peaceful society can accomplish, we will instinctively reexamine our own! We will make the conscious choice: Do we wish for a world where this weight continues or not? YOUR choice will determine your destiny, because everyone arrives at where they need to be! Keep living in competition and fear if it serves you! See that we are at the end of our test, make the choice to live in a better world, and EVOLVE!

When this choice is made, it is said the enemy will immediately reveal itself, and vanish. It will vanish BECAUSE IT DOES NOT EXIST. IT IS A CONSTRUCT, A SIMULATION. A piece of the universal consciousness, manifested, with the sole purpose of testing these expressions of itself! All we have to do is make the determined conscious choice to RID it from our existence!!

RAPTURE IS NOT CHRISTIANS LIFTING INTO THE SKY. IT IS THE MOMENT OF REALIZATION. It is ecstatic Joy in the moment of KNOWING. Not believing! We are on our way to something AMAZING and yet to be experienced by our universal consciousness! It commanded this experience!!

Look inward! Find the truth of reality! Read my post on HighStrangeness if it helps you realize how I got here.

I do apologize that I chose to delete my previous posts. I was in a state of imbalance, focusing on the spiritual too strongly, and engaging in discussion, even having it online, was ramping up the physical effects on my body. I have been trying to work on that both in my actions and in strengthening up my nervous system. Some of you asked for an update, I will begin with a summary.

One night, I just kind of got it. Before falling asleep I sent out great intentions in the form of commands to the universe. When I woke up I was a completely different person and continue on this path. There was no meditation, no specific books or authors I have read, this great truth simply arrived to me based on my own experiences and perspectives.

What is the truth? Everything is one and it is shaped and experienced by the Universal Consciousness. At the time I was calling it "Litalgy", but since here I will be making no comparisons to "Big G God", I will call it like it is: Universal Consciousness. The building blocks of our reality are formed by vibrations and the UC is the energy behind these vibrations. If you see it in your life, if you think it in your life, it is part of the UC. There is no other way for things to be.

A mushroom spore has all of the information within it to fulfill its purpose. When it finds a suitable environment, a network of mycelium develops. When the conditions on the surface of the substrate are suitable, mushrooms grow. We are like a man walking through the forest and counting mushrooms. But it's all one thing. And it came from a singular source with all the information it needed. UC is the spore, Earth is the suitable environment. But what IS a spores purpose? To make more spores, released by the mushrooms. Think about what that may mean for our future.

You are a part of this universal consciousness, but your natural understanding of it has been purposefully suppressed and corrupted for the sake of the experience of discovering it. Whatever boogeyman lives in your head, the systems that have "kept us down", malevolent NHI, there is no need for hate because they were necessary for us to have this experience, and we are getting very close to the end of this experiment.

Describing my physical symptoms would lead you to believe I am in a manic state, and there is no possible way for me to describe my mental/perceptual symptoms. Many of you warned me of the crash around the corner. Allow me to reassure you:

I did in fact have an enormous fight with my wife a few nights ago and I felt I had lost it all and was wallowing in negativity. As calm as I could be, I put the commands out again before sleep. And the next day I was back.

But... manic states can last a LONG time, yes? Surely something is going to snap me back to reality and into a definition of disorder. No.

This is how you experience, outside of Duality. You see the beauty in the world, feel it, so strongly, and it responds in amazing syncronicities. However. You will also feel the evil and see the evil stronger than ever before. Come to peace with that, and you will be able to flow and control your mental state as if you were selecting the next song. If I crash, I crash. But I can rise, and I see the exercise in it. After all we are here to become something amazing, and if you don't leave the gym sore you're not doing it right.

The changes are starting to occur in my wife. I took several attempts at explaining it in different ways and methods in hopes to have her internalize it deeply and understand her own power. Currently she says life feels like the come-up to a mushroom trip, and feels like carrying a little weight in the lower stomach. I experienced exactly this. All I did was talk to her and draw some silly visual aids.

If I told you some of the "coincidences" I have been experiencing you would immediately dismiss me as a LARPer. But it's happening.

In summary, I am well. I am at peace. I am excited to see what is on the horizon. Do whatever you can to internalize this idea, there is no risk. Everything is one. It has intentions. And it does not deny itself any experience. You are as much a part of it as it is a part of you. Now go out there and manifest your best life.

I try to see the best in people and in companies actions (that's usually much harder) but this... I don't know guys. I'm glad I've got my Suhr and a Warmoth 7/8 S style to scratch that itch, because I don't think I could support fender now. Shirt is going in the bin.

Some of you may have seen my other post about going through some wild changes after internalizing a certain belief about reality, but I was a bit too scared to say exactly what that was. Well, here you go:

Right, I have had some good rest, I will try to put aside fear, and speak what I believe...

I think we can all assume the deepest base of our reality is in flux, almost driven by intention, and responsive. Not mathematical equations and physical laws of the universe: those only arise FROM it. Let us refer to this phenomena as Litalgy, for "little g god".

Little g god wants to experience everything that is possible, and nothing is impossible. He does not deny himself. Countless realities exist for the purpose of pure experience, and in most we do have these spiritual heirarchies that develop within creatures over eons (which is really nothing to Litalgy as it encompasses all time). Jesus, and many other spiritual master teachers chose to incarnate on Earth to try to lend aid. Just like us, they lost all memory of their spirit life and were thrust into a situation where rediscovering it would be extremely challenging, as it is for all of us. But they were prepared, and they were trying to wake us up to the power within us, not the power we need request from elsewhere, because we are ALL Litalgy. The rocks, time, humor, murder, grief. There is no good or evil to Litalgy.

Why does Earth need such aid? Why is our experience so Heavy? We are in the midst of the greatest experiment and test, the sole purpose for our reality. Your memories, and how you perceive the world, take form and "live" in your brain. When your spirit returns to the other side... it does not get to take these things with them. That is why there is a period of review. It is not an act of judgement. Your spirit is learning what it just went through and what impact it made. The phrase "Humans are just containers for souls" has always stuck out to me. It implies a transit of sorts and the unimportance of our physical experience as it relates to the INDIVIDUAL.

So why do we spirits keep choosing to encarnate in such a terrible place? Litalgy has commanded a reality where its fullness and all of its authority can be placed inside a physical body. Not a piece of it, not a spirit of grand experience such as Jesus, all of it. All outside negative forces in our history and in our reality have a purpose, they are just as important to this. Some may be trying to steal our DNA in a vein attempt to ride our wave. Some may be acting on their own natural impulses. Some spiritual civilizations may be more aware of this story and come to Watch, or lend aid if they can. But no one act of aid can disturb our sense of reality so much to the point where we lose control to discover certain things on our own, because that is the point.

We must suffer, be abused, have our control taken away, be completely lost in the dark because the goal is to find the light. And if a race can do this, they just might be able to encompass all of Litalgy inside of them. That is how we will find forgiveness for our controllers. Some are probably spiritual children. They know not what they do, but it is STILL important to the story that it is done.

Litalgy writes the ending first. It gives a command. Everything else falls in line to accommodate it. You do not have to search for the mechanisms or search for bad guys/good guys any longer. Trust that we are all, the all demands an experience, and it responds with no resistance.

I am somewhat seeking help or guidance.

It feels like some decades long serotonin block has been lifted from me, along with a whole host of other physical...stuff. This occurred directly after some thoughts where I finally felt satisfied with my understanding of reality, and put out great intentions as commands while going to sleep. Not requests to any particular power, but a command to the universe from myself.

The following morning everything was strange. I felt a stranger in my own body. The feeling of... almost what I remember MDMA to feel like but lesser. Some of my muscle memory has suffered. I'm worse at driving. I couldn't recall where everything in the fridge was or the overall inventory of it. A bit clumsy in my day to day. I am seeing synchronicities everywhere, in ways that defy any sort of logic but are so abundantly clear to my personal journey.

Physical addictions are peeling away from me with almost no conscious thought or effort about it. I am not feeling effects from alcohol. I tried my weed pen and it did nothing, I immediately threw it away and I have had zero cravings, about a week now.

I feel stronger, and my skin is clearing. Now here is where it gets a bit stranger. I have not experienced the sensation of hunger since the day. My spouse is having to remind me to eat. I also seem to be functioning on about 1/2 of the sleep as I used to, my body is waking me in the middle of the night to spend time in the house when it is calm, no outside toddler interferences.

I have not had sexual desires or any desire to look at pornography. When I use the restroom, I observe what looks like I just left a cold pool. However, when presented with sex with my spouse, It's a diamond cutter and every physical sensation around the act is stronger than I have ever experienced. Sunlight feels amazing.

It is far too real for me, and it was ridiculously easy, and following no guide, just my natural intuition I guess. Most of these things were not even sent out as intentions. I was on no medications prior and I am on none now. This is not a LARP. Because really I haven't even told you my belief or what took me to this moment of clarity. It has to be discovered yourself I think, but it's real.

It feels like some decades long serotonin block has been lifted from me, along with a whole host of other physical...stuff. This occurred directly after some thoughts where I finally felt satisfied with my understanding of reality, and put out great intentions as commands while going to sleep. Not requests to any particular power, but a command to the universe from myself.

The following morning everything was strange. I felt a stranger in my own body. The feeling of... almost what I remember MDMA to feel like but lesser. Some of my muscle memory has suffered. I'm worse at driving. I couldn't recall where everything in the fridge was or the overall inventory of it. A bit clumsy in my day to day. I am seeing synchronicities everywhere, in ways that defy any sort of logic but are so abundantly clear to my personal journey.

Physical addictions are peeling away from me with almost no conscious thought or effort about it. I am not feeling effects from alcohol. I tried my weed pen and it did nothing, I immediately threw it away and I have had zero cravings, about a week now.

I feel stronger, and my skin is clearing. Now here is where it gets a bit stranger. I have not experienced the sensation of hunger since the day. My spouse is having to remind me to eat. I also seem to be functioning on about 1/2 of the sleep as I used to, my body is waking me in the middle of the night to spend time in the house when it is calm, no outside toddler interferences.

I have not had sexual desires or any desire to look at pornography. When I use the restroom, I observe what looks like I just left a cold pool. However, when presented with sex with my spouse, It's a diamond cutter and every physical sensation around the act is stronger than I have ever experienced.

It is far too real for me, and it was ridiculously easy. I was on no medications prior and I am on none now. This is not a LARP. Because really I haven't even told you my beliefs or what took me to this moment of clarity. It has to be discovered yourself. But it is real.

Why won't you let me be? I tell you I'm alright and that I'll take care of it. Sometimes they've just started grabbing bags and throwing them in my car without asking. I've got a folded wagon and a stroller, I need to load delicately, I don't like being rushed or feeling like I'm holding someone else up. Last time there, guy is pushing a train in and stops while I am loading. The train ends up directly behind a pickup who is trying to back out. I say Hey don't worry about that, this gentleman is trying to back out. He says it's okay I'll wait. So now both me and the pickup are aggravated so one less cart ends in the coral when it's not even busy.

What are they threatening you people with? Why won't these people just listen to the words I am saying? You don't shove the samples down my throat.