u/decayingmoths

I’m suicidal in the dreams and always to far into my first trimester to get an abortion so I end up having to stay alive despite being suicidal because I know I have to stay alive along enough to give birth, but I’m suicidal I’ll be crying in my dreams.

It’s such a weird mix. I’ve had this dream two nights in a row now.

I’ve been playing since around release year but uninstalled the game a few months ago because my phone kept overheating every time I played it and if I wanted to update the game I would always end up having to delete apps or photos to make room for the game and it just got to the point where having a mobile game that honestly isn’t designed to be a mobile game on my phone wasn’t worth it. Its design and amount of space it takes up is outrageous for a mobile game…

But I still love my LI and get curious about the storylines I haven’t finished.

I know I could just watch gameplays on YouTube and sometimes I do but it would be nice if I could read it for myself rather then having to live through someone else and watch a game play, when it already feels like I’m living through MC and not actually the MC due to how the gameplay is written, MC doesn’t feel like a true otome self insert.

#JustgirlyThings

I wasn’t even drinking strong zero on the date the guy just asked it suddenly I was flabbergasted. I answered “you know…A lot of jirai girls, we get sad easy and we just want to forget” not that I condone drinking as a coping mechanism or drinking strong zeros, if you’ve never had one stay a strong zero virgin. It’s better for you.

Edit: spelling / being jirai and going on dates is so weird