
Me when the cut isn't gaping so what was even the point.
Like now i GOTTA restart oh nooo it doesn't count-

Like now i GOTTA restart oh nooo it doesn't count-
Everytime I wear shorts(i only do bc its hot af ) my mother without fail goes "Whats that?" "When'd that happen?" "Let me see whats on your legs???"... like wtf. Its not like shes unaware shes been knowing of that I cut and skin pick for years, we've had conversations one on one and has had conversations with my therapist numerous times. But she tries to call me out or smth anytime i wear anything short by questioning me with a smile on her face and dramatic theatricals like * squints eyes* *gasp* "whats all that on your leg?".
Same song and dance everytime.
I never say anything or acknowledge it because she doesn't ask twice in a row because she knows the answer already just wants me to feel bad for shit that doesnt effect her.
Shes been doing this for months now, and it started literally right after I was 1 year clean by pointing out an already healed scar.
Im on a walk rn so sorry if its bad grammar or doesn't make sense js not feeling good rn bc ts happened an hour ago.
Block button♡♡, my one and only savior.
The games called The False Sun https://oniray.itch.io/the-false-sun its on Itch.io and is free to play.
I have to much to say about Silas because HES SO FINE and so scary at times!! He has all the quality I like in a yandere hes Possesive, Conniving, Batshit insane, HOT, and is overly freaked out in a way thats not cringy.
The game is so well executed and the mechanics are really fun, you can feed the farm animal, collect eggs, and do puzzles aswell. The lore and story are just amazing and the visuals are interesting and beautiful, so many fun little details that just add to the game aswell.
I was playing around and I cant figure out how to get the colour wheel or brushes back or the settings. I'm embarrassed.
HOLY COW THIS VISUAL NOVEL WAS soooo good! Like omg 10/10 I do recommend heavily. Calvin is so fine and so captivating I cant get over him.
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Game: Just Be Patient on itch.io
I started doing this when I was like 7yo because I saw a troomtroom-like video on harmless pranks. I've only recently stopped and I feel bad now because i've definiatly ruined several peoples meal.
Me and this guy from school started talking to each other about last year because he "Liked me", he got his friends to talk to me and ask if I was interested, which I was at the time. But rather than texting me after he took months to even message me "Hi" or look at me, when he finally did start trying to msg me all he did was make crude jokes and make fun of my interests(Stardew Valley specifically) so I stopped replying to him.
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Recently we started again and it was a lot better and our conversations were great, He refused to speak to me in person which really bothered me especially because when I've to initiate us going on a date like painting, thrifting, walking in a park, or going to the mall but he'd insisted that after our exams we could, which was fine.
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He leaves me on delivered consistently for days even though he's on his phone constantly and has started giving weird replies to my messages to him and even started making crude "jokes" again, Even though I express I find it weird and unattractive. It was even my birthday a few days ago and I called him for the first time spontaneously to press him on why he wasn't speaking to me and he said he just gets "nervous and scared ", So I asked him to at least hang out with me or have a conversation during lunch and he agreed to that, but literally day of he just waves and whispers "Hi" at me and left before I could say anything.
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then yesterday we're talking about our friends I told him about how I spilled Dr.Pepper on my friends bed so I had to share my bed with 2 people and he tells me "yo that’s deadass evil" and "i’d slap you"... and that caught me so off guard ngl. I took it as a joke but I wasn't laughing and I played it off poorly.
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We haven't spoken since, and I really enjoyed talking to him and I find him really attractive because he's fit, funny, and we're extremely alike. I just can't understand what his issue is with speaking to me in person, all I hear from our mutual friends is that he likes me but they also don't know why he's refusing to speak to me if he's talking about me.
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Sorry I was angry when I wrote this so its probably missing some stuff.