I’ve been clean a few months but I saw a reel with someone’s scars on their arms and it made me realise that no one can see mine and that theyll never know how I too have suffered.
I read it daily, I try not to read biased ones, i’ve been told to find out what’s going on in the design world but to be very honest I can’t find any material to read. I will do static gk from the book but for current affairs I need something substantial.
art doesn’t get upvoted 😢
Honestly it makes me sad. I grew up slightly overweight, and I still am. I’m not obese, neither am I skinny, I’m just somewhere in the middle. I’ve had skinny friends before the type of girls whose waists are almost invisible and it’s not like they’re unhealthy or anything, they’re just naturally skinny.
I don’t even care that they look that way, god blessed them, I get it. But whenever I used to tell them how insecure I feel about my belly rolls or love handles, they’d just tell me that it’s “nothing” and that weight/body doesn’t matter because it’s superficial, blah blah. Like of course it doesn’t matter to you. I’ve tried so hard, almost developed an ED over it, and I’m still the same.
And this one girl would always say, “oh, you know skinny people are insecure too.” Sure, I agree, but why do you have to bring that up when I’m venting about MY weight and MY insecurities? It just made me feel so subhuman and inferior.
Don’t even get me started on those “body tea” comments. No, I don’t have a fat ass. No, I don’t have a tiny waist. No, my body is NOT “tea.” Holy shit, man. Guys only ever like my face and front profile, and I never meet up with guys or go on dates because I’m not skinny. We’ve romanticized being unhealthy for so long.
And sure, everyone is insecure and unhappy in some way, but whenever I speak about MYSELF, I just want to be heard.
my friend and i made this except it’s some random wall so how do i present this in my portfolio?
So for context I’m 16 and my lower jaw’s right wisdom is giving me a lot of pain. My gum was swollen as hell, and I can’t close my mouth without it hurting. It also hurts to chew, for now, im just chewing from my left side. I might book an appointment for tomorrow, if I do get it removed what should I expect?
So a year back my friend introduced me to this anime, I watched a few episodes and then just forgot about the anime and left it as is. A few days ago I picked it up again, and holy shit it was the best decision ever. Sure I spent my study hours watching this, but it is just so captivating.
All the characters are so well written, and the anime portrays the history of that period so well. The female characters have such variety and depth. I just wish they made maomao a little more emotional but apart from that, the slow burn between jinshi and maomao 😭😭. Honestly I don’t watch animes at all and this probably the third or second Ive actually watched properly, either way, it was great.
Sadly this is the only thing I can think about now, I want to get this out of my head lmao. I am so glad I watched it, amazing storyline, well-written and I hope one day I get the time to read further.
Also how much should i focus on GAT? I really don’t know how to prepare