u/dirtydumpdave

This person wanted casual and I’m not into casual. I considered it but ultimately it’s not how I’m wired so I decided not to sleep with her. Her reason for ending it was due to me not being super sexually experienced with women. Which really hit at a core insecurity I have since I came out later in life. It’s really hard being late in life and also demisexual since it seems like most want casual and I’m not wired for it. Has anyone else ever gone through this?

I recently got handed a BP diagnosis after a manic episode triggered by an SSRI. My gosh finally being properly medicated it feels like I am seeing the world clearly and without fog clouding my vision for the first time ever. I still experience the symptoms but it feels like there are bumper guards around my mood so i am not dipping into severe depression and I’m also not blasting off to the moon from mania. Mood stabilizers are a blessing!