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There’s ants in my home and I can’t sleep

For whatever reason, there’s an ant infestation that showed up underneath my desk today. I tried to wipe the area down with water to see if I had missed a spill or anything like that, but no luck. There’s so many ants. I can’t sleep. Nothing is open to buy bait or get rid of them and I don’t even know where I’d start anyways.

I’m terrified they’re going to spread to my whole apartment and come bite me while I sleep. I was doing really well on Luvox and I feel like it’s doing nothing to help here. I keep going back as a compulsion to kill a handful of ants at a time even though it won’t make a difference.

edit: apparently killing them makes it worse so I’ve made the problem worse. I’m not going to sleep any tonight, am I?

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 4 days ago
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Help! Seemingly random localized ant swarm

I noticed today a huge swarm of ants under my desk. There’s no visible crumbs or stains. I wiped the carpet, wall, and part of the desk down with water in case I was missing something, and it helped temporarily with the amount, but they came back full force in about an hour. please help!! I can’t tell where they’re coming from exactly— maybe the carpet or walls? I don’t know what to do and I can’t sleep because I’m so freaked out!

I am experiencing the current heat wave if that changes anything and my apt is warmer than normal.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 4 days ago

Please help! Unknown source of ant swarm under my desk.

I noticed today a huge swarm of ants under my desk. There’s no visible crumbs or stains. I wiped the carpet, wall, and part of the desk down with water in case I was missing something, and it helped temporarily with the amount, but they came back full force in about an hour. please help!! I can’t tell where they’re coming from exactly— maybe the carpet or walls? I don’t know what to do and I can’t sleep because I’m so freaked out!

edit: I am experiencing the current heat wave if that changes anything and my apt is warmer than normal.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 4 days ago
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Upped my dose of Luvox a couple days ago and terrified I have serotonin syndrome

I upped my dose about 6 days ago and I’ve been feeling pretty crappy, and especially bad today. I’ve had different side effects than usual from my other meds and I’m terrified I’m developing serotonin syndrome. I know I’m on a lower dose so it’s unlikely but I just cannot stop spiraling :( I don’t know how to calm myself down. I’ve had some of the symptoms and I don’t understand how I’m supposed to reasonably gauge if I’m actually sick when I’m really sensitive to meds, and have health anxiety OCD. I wish my heart rate would at least calm down.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 10 days ago

Unit in apartment made strange noises

I heard two odd noises from my unit. The first one I heard twice, it almost sounded like something was falling? Then it made this odd gurgling noise for a couple of moments. It still appears to be working as normal otherwise since it’s still cooling, is this any concern?

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 14 days ago

Do I HAVE to vacuum after using resolve carpet cleaner?

I used resolve carpet cleaner on a small patch of carpet for a spill. Do I REALLY need to vacuum after using it? My vacuum is broken. Can I just get away with blotting with water? Instructions seem to imply it’s necessary for the foam to get picked up.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 15 days ago
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I am spiraling over the dumbest thing

Very NSFW warning. But I spilled a small amount of lube on my blanket, bedsheets, and carpet and I am LOSING my mind. It apparently doesn’t bother me to use to properly and have it touch my skin normally, but it gets in a slightly different spot and I am SPIRALING. I blotted it on the sheets and carpet, I lost where I spilled it on the blanket. I am on the verge of a panic attack because I don’t have time to wash my sheets and blankets before bed and I have to sleep on this. Oh my god. And I am scared blotting it on my sheets will somehow cause my mattress protector or mattress to mold.

I know I wouldn’t have cared about this five years ago, I would’ve gone to bed as normal. I can’t believe I am going spiral so badly after this and I can’t calm down. I popped a hydroxyzine and still can’t. This is so dumb.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 17 days ago
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Put in wrong CVC on online purchase and think something horrible is going to happen

I put in my credit card code wrong for an online purchase and I'm freaking out. I think I'm either going to go to jail for some sort of fraud or other legal trouble. Why did the purchase go thru?? Fuck. Why am I like this? I'm supposed to be relaxing after work and I'm going to spend it all crying. I don't even remember which card I put it on to check with my CC company.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 21 days ago

New vacuum filter help

I got a new vacuum and while assembling/making sure everything was there, I noticed the filter has two of the plastic tabs you often see on clothes tags were present in it. I tried tugging lightly to see if they’d come out, but it looks like I’ll rip the filter if I try. What do I do? There’s no mention of these in the manual that came with this, I have zero clue if they need to be removed or how I can without destroying the filter!

It’s a bissell cleanview compact upright vacuum, 3508 series.

u/disorganizedmind1 — 22 days ago

Unidentified musty smell!

My apartment started smelling faintly musty a couple months ago, mostly in my living room. The smell has spread to my bedroom as well. It’s not as strong in my bathroom or in closets. I have no idea what’s causing this! I’ve had my air filter changed recently so I doubt it’s that. It‘s messing with my head. I am quite behind on my cleaning due to depression but if I knew what was specifically causing this I’d fix it, as everything I need to do is going to take me days. There’s no garbage on the floors or anything. I have also determined it’s probably not my drains from snaking/cleaning them (except kitchen sink.)

It’s not a 24/7 issue, there’s some days where I don’t notice it for whatever reason. If I keep a window open for several hours it usually helps but it comes back.
Please help! I am so desperate to have my home not smell awful.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 27 days ago

How do I clean a dishwasher? Help!!

I bought some dishwasher cleaning tablets but I don’t know if there’s something else I need to do. I don’t know how to clean my dishwasher, no one taught me and the other advice I’ve seen is confusing me. Please help!! I rent if that affects anything. It’s honestly been a year without cleaning

Model appears to be a whirlpool WDT720PADB1. Says clean monthly with afresh. I don’t know if I need to clean a filter or anything else. I found a manual but it doesn’t say anything about a filter in the cleaning part.

edit: found a second manual and this one says I do need to clean filters. im so lost.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 27 days ago
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I haven’t cleaned my dishwasher for an entire year and I think I’m going to die

I went a year and a couple months without cleaning my dishwasher because it never crossed my mind. I just ordered some stuff to clean it but I don’t know if there’s something else I need to do. I am convinced now that I have been poisoning myself with filthy dishes. Fuck. There’s always so much shit to clean. I genuinely might lose my mind.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 28 days ago

Can Luvox cause vaginal dryness and bleeding after penetration?

F24. I started a low dose of Luvox 25mg a couple weeks ago. I’ve noticed some slight vaginal dryness. My main concern is that after any type of penetration, fingers, a dildo etc, I bleed during and for a day or two afterwards now! One time there was pain, the others did not. There is a combination of red and brown blood. I am finding this incredibly distressing and embarrassing. Lube does not seem to help, so I’m not sure if it’s actually being caused by the vaginal dryness. Is this a possible side effect of the Luvox, or do I need to visit a gynecologist? If it’s the Luvox, is there anything I can do to prevent the bleeding?

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 29 days ago
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Terrified of accidentally consuming grapefruit

I am on a couple meds for my OCD like hydroxyzine and Luvox and I am absolutely terrified I’m accidentally going to consume grapefruit and make myself very sick. I check labels vigilantly but obviously can’t in restaurants. Does anyone know how to cope with those OCD fears that are almost valid? I know the chances of accidentally having it if I’m not actively having grapefruit flavored stuff is low, but I am so scared there will be some in a mocktail or something and I won’t realize. Had a melon flavored drink today and my brain keeps going what if there was grapefruit? I have an upset stomach and am very tired and I’m scared I’m going to die in my sleep.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 1 month ago

Nights sweats on only 25mg

I’ve been taking Luvox 25mg for about three weeks. I’m very sensitive to medication so i start on low doses. It appears to be helping me, but I’ve started developing these horrible night sweats. I did not have this symptom the first week. It’s making me really unhappy when I go to bed that I know I’m going to wake up like that. I’ve started sleeping in colder temps and it hasn’t helped.

Does anyone know how to deal with this side effect? Will it go away? I am concerned that this is a long term effect because my other side effects have gotten a little better, but this hasn’t. It’s making me unexpectedly miserable. I had some night sweats on Zoloft too but they were not as severe.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 1 month ago

What happens if I miss a pill in my birth control pack and never make it up, take a pill early, or double up on accident?

F24. I’m taking Latin FE and at some point earlier this month, I believe I took an extra pill. My doctor said to continue the rest of the pack as normal. I usually skip a month of my period, two packs continuously. This is my first month, I’m thinking I will go thru the placebo this time though since I’m timing for a vacation. 

I also take 25-35mg of hydroxyzine daily and Luvox 25mg.

My question is, would it make a difference if I had actually started the pack early on accident or lost one of those pills? I’m worried I won’t be protected or there will be negative health consequences. I’ve been on a lot of other medications where it’s not medically safe to miss a pill or go cold turkey. Is this one of them? Are there any negative repercussions health wise if I were to have missed a pill and never made it up?

I’m not concerned about pregnancy as I primarily take the pill for irregular and painful periods. I just want to make sure there’s no health consequences!

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 1 month ago
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How am I supposed to get better when I’m so scared of my meds?

I am feeling particularly unwell after my recent dose of Luvox for whatever reason, might just be a coincidence but my OCD is telling me it’s because I ate ruby red kiwis because they have the same name as a type of grapefruit or because I let it dissolve on my tongue for a second. I’ve been taking it about a week. I know it takes time for these medications to work but now I’m terrified I have serotonin syndrome and am going to die in my sleep. I want to quit taking these so badly even though the only real bad side effect I’ve had is drowsiness. This is the only medication I’ve taken that hasn’t caused me unbearable stomach or bladder issues and I am still convinced it’s going to hurt me.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 2 months ago

Luvox question/concern

F24. I let my Luvox 25mg dissolve on my tongue for a couple seconds by accident since I didn’t have water and have been feeling kind of unwell since. Kind of out of it and nauseous. Is this a coincidence or should I be concerned?

Also, are kiwis (I specifically ate the ruby red ones) safe to eat on this drug? I had two earlier but saw someone else talking about how you’re not supposed to eat those on SSRIs but I literally don’t see anything online except grapefruit.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 2 months ago

Can you wear an underwire bra with a holter monitor/vital patch?

I forgot to ask my doctor and they won’t be open until I’m at work tomorrow! I need to wear a bra to my office job for obvious reasons, will an underwire interfere with a vital patch/holter monitor or potentially hurt me? The guide says not to wear tight clothing so I feel like that rules out any of my sports bras. All I have otherwise are underwire bras and I’m not sure if the metal is an issue, or if the cup being on only part of it might mess with things.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 2 months ago

I have a holter monitor and without really thinking about it, I set up a magnetic white board for my fridge. Could the magnets have potentially damaged or ruined it? Do I need to take it off my fridge too to be safe? My doctor didn’t mention this to me, so I don’t know how far away I would need to stay, or if it’s not relevant to my type of monitor.

I’m assuming this wouldn’t hurt me either.

edit: For reference I have a vital patch.

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u/disorganizedmind1 — 2 months ago