u/dreamingririka

I wish for an ice cream cone with 2 scoops of my favorite flavor, not poisoned or anything like that AND I don't drop it and it doesn't melt

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u/dreamingririka — 10 days ago

my platonic obsession blocked me so I sent over 50 emails to it ( it uses it/its pronouns ) , commented on its most recent tumblr posts over 100 times , spammed its partner with like all my alts to help me and even on different apps , downloaded a new app to contact it again , and got tons of my friends to help me contact it ☝️ very painful to think about I was in lots of pain but I was able to talk things out with it and I'm happy . I just threatened something awful so it would respond . It was mean of me but everything's good now ! I thought maybe talking about it here and hearing other peoples experiences and actions would make my heart feel a little lighter when thinking about it ( o^▽^o)b

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u/dreamingririka — 18 days ago

I think something like exchanging one eyeball would be super romantic and ultimately prove your devotion .. 💭 Like , I think there was a successful eye transplant in 2023 where they managed to get blood flow to the eye but not restore vision , something like that . I'd be willing to go blind in one eye for my partner !!!! Having one of my partner's eyes and she'd have one of mine !!!!! I can't think of much that's more romantic ♡♡ I'd be able to trust her forever ! I think literally ripping eachothers eyes out and placing them in eachothers sockets is hypothetically super super cute but I don't think it'd end well at all you'd need a doctor / surgeon to do it properly

I also saw hypothetical wedding rings that have a nail you drive into your finger so you literally cannot ever take it off but unfortunatelyyyy I don't think that's really plausible for many reasons but is hypothetically super cute. Like I don't know how you'd put the ring on and then get the nail into your finger && if you have jewlery on 24/7 it can break or get ruined over time which would be awfulll!!! Also it could get infected and there's probably lots of other awful consequences of that.

It's really hard to trust words , actions are what prove love ! I want a blood vial from my future partner and I want to give her one too ! Marriage certificates should be signed with blood ! It sounds really really edgy but it'd prove your devotion and the divorce rate would be a trillion times lower

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u/dreamingririka — 19 days ago

Hi ! I have a windows 14 that I got for christmas in 2024. The only things I really use it for are two visual novels, one takes up almost 1gb and the other about 500mb. Sometimes I'll download another VN but I usually uninstall some time after I complete it. I also have discord installed just for when I can't use my phone for whatever reason, and I have an application called openutau which is about 1.5gb and a 380mb voicebank for it. I haven't done much with it yet. Overall my downloads folder totals up to about 3.5gb and discord and steam are the only non default applications I have.

I have 58gb worth of overall usable storage. But despite everything I just said lately my available storage has been fluctuating between 4-6gb ??? A month ago I wanted to download a 6gb game so I tried to clear out enough space but it just kept going up even when I deleted stuff. I know pc space does that but at some point I had like 500mb left. And I really do not have very much downloaded so I have NO idea what's eating all my space. I do have storage sense on, and I regularly go to " temporary files " and clear everything but my downloads. I've gone through my folders and deleted unnecessary stuff and it's the same result. The " other " section in my storage says it has 2gb but all it shows is searches, links and documents which don't even add up to 50kb and I can't click on them so. Also it says my installed apps take up 21.5gb but when I click on it that really does not add up at ALL ! Everything in there adds up to maybe 2gb at most !

I have no idea what to do and I don't know what's eating my storage I just wanna read vns. I'm not well versed in computer stuff so I apologize if this is dumb

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u/dreamingririka — 19 days ago

Hello ! I'm an online roleplayer in my early teens, I've been doing this since I was seven from roblox roleplays to full on paragraphs upon paragraphs of writing on discord roleplay servers. I also write oneshots as a hobby. I have an OC who I am going to be roleplaying as in a serious, story-based roleplay. To put it simply, my OC has a facade of being unconditionally kind and overly loving and cheerful that she's put on since she was very young to the point she doesn't have much of an inner self. It's much more complicated than this but that's the basic gist !

My writing style in roleplays majorly includes internal character monologue and their thought process. Since it's her POV that I'll be writing since I'm going to be roleplaying as her I am not fully aware how to keep my detailed writing style and describe her monologue while not exposing too much ? Her facade is going to be revealed eventually, it's a story based roleplay. But early on I'm not 100% sure how to handle it. I want to be able to drop minor hints and stuff and get people curious but still think of her the way she wants others to until I reveal everything.

She's also autistic, and therefore is meant to not understand social cues and come off as mildly strange to others. I am also autistic ( professionally diagnosed ) and these are things I myself suffer from, but I'm not fully sure how to portray them well in writing. And, unrelated to her autism she's supposed to come off as one dimensional and mysterious, almost a little boring. The kind of person who is super nice and helpful, but when you think about it you don't really know much about them. I do have a few ideas on how to write these, but I am not fully sure and therefore I would really appreciate any advice or help from other writers ! Thank you in advance ! ♡

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u/dreamingririka — 27 days ago