I'm a 25yo female living with my family and I'm in a really unhealthy obsessive parasocial relationship with Nick Land
I'm a 25yo female living with my family and I'm in a really unhealthy obsessive parasocial relationship with Nick Land. I've been obsessed with him for over a year ever since I saw a post regarding him on reddit on a philosophy subreddit. I don't know, he looks very charming, quirky, especially young him. He looks like an ideal twink, his facial expressions, the way he speaks, his accent, the tone of his voice. I love every aspect of him, I've tried to read his philosophy despite not having much of a background in philosophy. I have tens of printed pictures of him in my room, I secretly keep a dildo in my room and sometimes attach a picture of him on a pillow along with a dildo and masturbate with that dildo imagining having sex with Land. It's so obsessive, and my family is really mad. I'm currently a year behind in college and is really depressive, how do I get out of this situation? I even once tried to dm him. Got ignored of course..
