"Just wait! Nothing wrong with waiting a few years" when in chronic pain 🙃

I've told everyone again and again that I suffer from strong ovary pain almost the whole month and nobody has diagnosed me with anything because my doctors are focused on pregnancies only. But yeah!! What's another month of disappointment and unbearable cramps! 🥰

u/elecow — 2 days ago

Crazy post MC cycle and strong AC in the room

Is it possible to have ovulated around CD22? Even CD21. I've felt pretty luteal since. I feel like my temps are all messed up due to waking up in a cold room. I know I won't just conceive on a whim, but I'm a bit sad about missing the window if it was later. I know I didn't ovulate CD24 for lack of ovulation pain and plenty of gas. But what do you think?

u/elecow — 3 days ago

Fancy dessert at home

Figs from my lovely neighbour, almond soft cheese, nuts and homemade basil sorbet

u/elecow — 17 days ago

Less male gazy? Husband wants to stop watching

Hi everyone. This is not a "will this show get better?" post, as I'm enjoying the story. We've just finished S01E09. My husband is not liking this show at all. Says it's too porny, male centered and sexist. I agree with some of his points, like how they're always displaying naked women for the male viewer entertainment. Will these factors change or get more subtle? I don't know if we should just stop watching, but I really love the lead actors.

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u/elecow — 1 month ago

I had one of the worst nights of my life in Madrid and I feel sad about it

EDIT: Thanks everyone for your empathy and advice for the future. I'm cherishing my recorded videos (bad sung by me in the background haha). I'll stop replying and I would ask you to stop questioning some of my personal issues, as they're unrelated to the post. If I did everything right yesterday, I wouldn't have been in that position, but I'm human and having a really bad time lately and I couldn't see clearly what to do. Hope it goes better from here! ❤️

Hi everyone, I hope I find some comfort with you fellow fans. I went to Madrid's concert with my childhood best friend and it was amazing, we had a great time.

But afterwards, I was so tired, almost no battery on my phone and no reception even while walking away from Iberdrola Music.

My friend had a different hotel than mine. She was with 5 friends of hers. I was alone in my hotel. I asked them please please please to not leave alone. To arrive all together at Madrid Center and then take different cabs. I'm autistic and have a really bad time handling stress. They ordered me an Uber and then left with theirs. My Uber never came. I was sitting on the floor for one hour, made new friends on the street, cried so much with them and finally they paid and accompanied me to my hotel before riding the cab to their own destination. They were super kind and finally I was safe in my room.

I can't even talk to my childhood friend now, I don't feel good about all that's happened. I don't want this night to ruin my friendship, MCR, the memories... What should I do? Should I meet her alone and talk? Just let it go? Focus on my recorded videos as soon as I arrive in my city? My friends ask me about the concert and I just don't want to talk about it.

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u/elecow — 1 month ago

Low beta doubled!

I think my 5 day expanded embryo may have implanted late, around 7dpt.

8dpt morning, I took a sensitive test (not FRER, but close) and it was a squinter.

10dpt beta, it was 29, so we were crushed.

12dpt beta today, it's 60!

We'll do another one this friday, 14dpt, to see if it's around 120. After some very sad days, we've decided to be positive, to root for the sleepy little guy that started late, but is still going! I want to enjoy the pregnancy feeling, whatever happens next. This counts.

Any similar stories with success?

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u/elecow — 3 months ago

You need to watch Widow's Bay

Hi! What a show, you guys! I've just finished episode 4, recently released, and I was SO scared. It reminded me of a particular episode, of a particular entity, and I totally clocked it.

It's a comedy horror show about a haunted island, and you can guess today's fear in every episode. The writing is amazing and the pacing and tone are outstanding!

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u/elecow — 3 months ago

Not even testing this month. Last night I didn't want to go to bed cause I wanted to stay in my little fantasy

u/elecow — 4 months ago