u/ethrowaway1235

It’s been 1 month and 4 days.. and I’m having serious withdrawals. I got a new job. I should be happy but I just sleep the days away. I know in my heart and gut that there’s no one else for me. I feel worthless. Utterly worthless. I don’t want to ever date again. And won’t. No one could compare. I can’t bare myself like that again. I see their green eyes everywhere. 7 years of my life just like that. They’re in my dreams. Food tastes like cardboard. I can’t cope. I’ve become depressed. I broke no contact just to tell them I’m sorry. They don’t really go on there though. I don’t know why I’m posting this I just want it to stop. I can’t describe how much I love them. I wasn’t good enough..this is the worse pain I’ve ever experienced in my life.

I’m sorry for the dramatics. I hope life becomes kinder to you all.

It’s been 1 month and 4 days.. and I’m having serious withdrawals. I got a new job. I should be happy but I just sleep the days away. I know in my heart and gut that there’s no one else for me. I feel worthless. Utterly worthless. I don’t want to ever date again. And won’t. No one could compare. I can’t bare myself like that again. I see their green eyes everywhere. 7 years of my life just like that. They’re in my dreams. Food tastes like cardboard. I can’t cope. I’ve become depressed. I broke no contact just to tell them I’m sorry. They don’t really go on there though. I don’t know why I’m posting this I just want it to stop. I can’t describe how much I love them. I wasn’t good enough..this is the worse pain I’ve ever experienced in my life.

I’m sorry for the dramatics. I hope life becomes kinder to you all.

It’s been 1 month and 4 days.. and I’m having serious withdrawals. I got a new job. I should be happy but I just sleep the days away. I know in my heart and gut that there’s no one else for me. I feel worthless. Utterly worthless. I don’t want to ever date again. And won’t. No one could compare. I can’t bare myself like that again. I see their green eyes everywhere. 7 years of my life just like that. They’re in my dreams. Food tastes like cardboard. I can’t cope. I’ve become depressed. I broke no contact just to tell them I’m sorry. They don’t really go on there though. I don’t know why I’m posting this I just want it to stop. I can’t describe how much I love them. I wasn’t good enough..this is the worse pain I’ve ever experienced in my life.

I’m sorry for the dramatics. I hope life becomes kinder to you all.

I know it’s only been just under a month but I’d of thought after 7 years they’d of checked in to see how I’m doing. They said it was to work on themselves but I’m not sure I believe it. Their last response was curt not cold but contrasting to the breakup message..just wracking my head trying to figure it out. I’ve seen worse breakups and exs check in if love was there. I dunno what I’m trying gain by this but it just sucks.

I’m not sure what to say I think I’m looking for understanding and support that it’ll get better. It’s only been a day. But it feels like someone’s ripping my heart out over and over I know that’s dramatic but 7 years over text.. I just miss him so much. I want to go and fight for him so badly but I fear I’ll push him away forever. I just don’t know what to do I feel like I’m drowning. I’ll appreciate any response any support I can get.. thank you ://

I’m not sure what to say I think I’m looking for understanding and support that it’ll get better. It’s only been a day. But it feels like someone’s ripping my heart out over and over I know that’s dramatic but 7 years over text.. I just miss him so much. I want to go and fight for him so badly but I fear I’ll push him away forever. I just don’t know what to do I feel like I’m drowning. I’ll appreciate any response any support I can get.. thank you ://

My wheel is completely recognised even got it to work in games, I can’t use it without force feedback though. I know there’s a new driver I tried to get it but ive been told I have to change the kernel. Is it completely impossible or has someone managed it without doing all that. I’m gutted tbh. Thanks for any helpful reply!