Recently got into watching mainly WRC and ERC, am looking for some YouTube channel recommendations. Anything rally related; from like explanation of how the championships work etc, to historical video essays, to just vlogging or literally anything.
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Does anyone know of any single or recurring jam nights where anyone can go up and play?
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Fav artists (unordered): Neil Young, king Krule, Fontaines dc, rhcp, supergrass, Kurt vile, dope lemon, Hendrix, plenty more that aren’t at the top of my head
Technical ability: pretty decent. Defo not Stuart Copeland but easily everything you could need for an awesome jam.
Musical ability/sense: got heaps of practice jamming so am confident and love it.
I am 20 years old, at home in Cambs over summer from uni, looking to have a jam with anyone. Don’t have a good setup at home so would go to a studio for it. Let me kno if anyone is interested!!
0.5, stomping ground support skill not an option for my level 1 uncut support gem - has it been removed from rake? It says it only supports disengage out of the ones I have?
What’s the current equivalent and is there an updated guide?
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(F19, 4’11, 109LB) yes, I did go see a surreal horror movie with my girlfriend and her friend (Al of us on shrooms). Was it a stupid, terrible, dumb, idiotic idea ? Absolutely. So here’s the story.
I’ve done shrooms before and felt pretty good, never really had a bad trip before. We had some and decided to take em before the movie and ofc get an uber there and back. We didn’t calculate this very well. We were going to take 3g, which is already a lot for me as I microdose for my height/weight, but 3g was recommended. We eyeballed it (something I am not good at with shrooms, most I met aren’t) and I ended up taking a hero dose on accident. Very stupid, yes I know. We were all stupid to do this. Plus, I have bipolar, even worse.
We make it to the theater, all is good. I feel the trip setting in as I walk in, we scan tickets and we sit down in our seats. When the movie starts, the trip has started. I’m seeing patterns, colors, the movie screen getting bigger, every time I close my eyes I see colors spinning. Me and my gf are holding hands, I feel amazing, then, it starts becoming too much. Things start amping up in the movie, the faces are being replaced. The sounds are louder, the screen is brighter, my vision starts shaking side to side like that fight club scene. My body stiffens, I can’t move, the panic sets in, I see my father shoot up the place and then himself, I see my mother hang herself, I see my girlfriend melt, the man that attacked me 3 months ago r@ping me, accept I couldn’t fight back. I heard a voice saying it’s your time, your time, as the lights get so bright I can see, everything starts shaking, like an earthquake, so I close my eyes. It looks like I am asleep, but I hear paramedics and my name being yelled over and over, then I hear a flat line, everything is white, til I feel my girlfriend shaking me, screaming my name. The movie was over an hour ago, it’s 10 pm. Whole theaters empty and a paramedic is pricking my finger, checking me out. I keep asking to be let free, that I love her, that I’m dying, to let me die, I can’t breathe. Keep in mind, the 2 are also tripping so they’re freaking out.
The end up bringing out a stretcher, I’m helped onto it and buckle down as my body is just limp. My mother got a call from the movie theater that I’m possibly overdosing. Im rolled out the theater and am in the ambulance apologizing to everyone. They’re laughing, saying it’s a bad trip, it’ll be okay, but I feel everything crumble. I’m taken to a room where they put those sticky things on your chest and a heart rate on my finger, my mom came to pick me up 30 mins later. I walk out stumbling, grabbing my bag and heading home. Next day (today, Sunday) I’m throwing up, feeling limp, crying and can’t recognize myself. My parents get into a fight not because of the shrooms, but because they think I was pressured into shrooms, and that those around me are bad (trust issues are high after my attack, I forgot to mention diagnosed PTSD. Did not help.) my gf hasn’t responded to me as she said she needs her space but she loves me, we both apologized. She had a panic attack the 3-4 hour time of the trip, of course she needs time to recover from the worry and panic.
The ambulance and hospital bills, even though I was only there for 30 mins, are gonna cost at least 4k. The job I’ve been working since 15 will not cover that, so I need to get a second starting with job hunting on Tuesday.
The ego death has really fucked me up, I don’t recognize my fingers or my face, I don’t really feel anything yet I do still worry. The fact I know it was a hero dose was cuz I texted my uncle the amount I took, and he (a druggie expert himself) said that was a hero dose, which it was. Worst of all, my parents are fighting over this. I’d rather them take it out on me than each other. This is the first time anything even remotely like this has ever happened, I’ve never been an in ambulance. I just kinda feel nothing, and my father’s usual anger and talks of violence as comfort is not helping. Everyone keeps bringing up this is a big life lesson for me, yeah no shit ? You think I don’t regret this at all and wanna touch shrooms again ? Fuck no. I get it’s a life lesson, it’s not just the money, it’s how it affected my already broken brain in a way that can last weeks, months, or a year.
My girlfriend cares for me, was worried and wanted some space to recover from the panic of it. She seems to be getting better but doesn’t wanna talk right now. She doesn’t hate me, that’s confirmed, a bad reaction on psychedelics will affect how you respond to conversation for days.
So yea, that’s how I got rushed to the ER after accidentally taking a hero dose when to be fair, I was told it looked like 3g and had no idea, still an idiot, we’re all at fault especially me, and no need to call me idiotic as I’m very fully aware this was the stupidest decision I’ve ever made in my life and has left me feeling isolated, alone, and borderline sewer slideal (censorship cuz yknow) but yeah. That’s life right now. Trying to get back on my feet after I finish detoxing by tomorrow.