u/flamboyantgameboy

i’ve been doing lots of research on stpd lately as one of my special interests is neurological conditions, i came across stpd and noticed it seemed to line up rather close to how i am and how i perceive things and behave, i fall into delusional states on occasion and im very very convinced everyone hates me, im even hesitant to post this here for fear im going to be completely destroyed by the comunity for the concept, i have friends but i dont trust any of them and as much as i like them one small thing to prove they dont like me and i will drop them, for most of my life ive been convinced of a few different things especially as a child i was falling a little out of “imagination” and seemingly more into delusional, i used to be convinced that all my friends just wanted to steal my information and weren’t actually real, on top of that i was actually held down a grade because i refused to socialise with my peers and over my life ive only had 3 true close friends and i completely cut off 2 of them, im writing this in the middle of the night so please take that into account before you completely tear me apart in the reply’s i really just want some more recourses to reaserch and maybe some
more things like symptoms or diagnostic criteria to reserch about and some advice on what to say ti my psych when i go and talk to her because im really scared to talk to her about it because i worry she’ll completely shut me down

where would i post something about accidentally misreading something, it’s kinda mildly funny and i want to share what i misread but i just don’t know where 🥲

i got a new nintendo switch and i want to put all the data from my old nintendo switch onto it like how you would with a phone, i found you can transfer one user or one game (which i am also having a huge struggle with) but i cant transfer everything in one clean swoop and id like to know if there is a way to do that or if anyone could tell me

i made a server for fictionkins if anyone is interested in joining it :D

does anyone know where i can find a good sword to just have, like a larp sword not an actual steel long sword or something like that, just something i can swing about that has the right weight to it, i dont have a lot of money though is my problem

i saw a video on TikTok where they were hating on specifically botw link fictionkins, and everyone in the comments were agreeing that link fictionkins are the worst and that even if they are ok with fictionkins they hate link fictionkins, i didn’t realise how much people in the Zelda fandom hated fictionkins and especially link fictionkins and now I’m just feeling really upset and down about my identity and i worry so much now about interacting with the fandom of my special interests, id like some advice if anyone has it to give