u/fliese420

I dont get it

Im nearly a year clean and im so fuckin bored right now. Everytime i work or do smth its alright but my freetime is like playing CoD or swiping on instagram. Its boring actually. My bicycle is coming this week maybe this opens up some possibilitys. Does anyone else experience this?

Feels like there was not much to my life except doing drugs and everything that comes with it

Muss ich tag 1 in der Berufsschule mein berichtsheft mitbringen? Davon weiß ich nichts. Und wie muss das aussehen? Bekomm ich das gestellt?

I live in a sober living in Germany. Long story short. Someone told me yesterday after I jokingly asked him that he was dealing weed. He said he has had big batches of hash in the house at one time. He even said that he was selling to a client who left the house. I dont really get why he said it.

So I wrote a message to him in the evening that I dont want to have anything to do with that type of stuff. I mean generally and especially not in a sober living. He texted me he just wanted to seem 'cool' and would never do that kind of stuff. I dont belive him

I am polytox. I shot up cocaine took large amounts of pain medication, benzos and everything I could get my hands on. I nearly died. Now Im close to 300 days sober, go to work and will begin a apprenticeship in August. I am really proud of myself and want to keep it that way. Yesterday evening I couldn't sleep and today I can't think of anything else.

I dont want to be a snitch. I dont want to destroy a life. But this is a clean environment with specific rules. And I don't want to know who I could ask if I were to relapse. I am really angry. This 'i don't want to be a snitch' is really really deep rooted in me.

What should I do? Tell the social workers or not?

I live in a sober living in Germany. Long story short. Someone told me yesterday after I jokingly asked him that he was dealing weed. He said he has had big batches of hash in the house at one time. He even said that he was selling to a client who left the house. I dont really get why he said it.

So I wrote a message to him in the evening that I dont want to have anything to do with that type of stuff. I mean generally and especially not in a sober living. He texted me he just wanted to seem 'cool' and would never do that kind of stuff. I dont belive him

I am polytox. I shot up cocaine took large amounts of pain medication, benzos and everything I could get my hands on. I nearly died. Now Im close to 300 days sober, go to work and will begin a apprenticeship in August. I am really proud of myself and want to keep it that way. Yesterday evening I couldn't sleep and today I can't think of anything else.

I dont want to be a snitch. I dont want to destroy a life. But this is a clean environment with specific rules. And I don't want to know who I could ask if I were to relapse. I am really angry. This 'i don't want to be a snitch' is really really deep rooted in me.

What should I do? Tell the social workers or not?