Want to sh but worried

Really want to sh right now but I’m gonna have a lil drink and smoke to calm me down and hopefully I won’t wanna do it nomore but if I do still wanna do it I don’t think it will be a good idea coz I might go deeper than I planned by accident coz being tipsy 🥴

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u/freckles_x_ — 4 days ago

Did some more ai

Did some more. Been trying not to but today I gave in. It’s been hard being clean for 6 years then the last few weeks I’ve sh Afew times now. Only good thing is I’m trying to not do it so deep

u/freckles_x_ — 5 days ago

Wanting to sh

I always think about sh and then I get home and smoke and it takes it off my mind. It’s the only thing thats keeping me sane atm

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u/freckles_x_ — 7 days ago

Why do I keep thinking about it

Wow I feel like I’ve posted in this group a lot already lol but basically I was 6 years clean and then relapsed Afew weeks ago then relapsed again yesterday. Why do I keep thinking about self harm since I first relapsed? Literally keep thinking about it on and off and I just can’t stop it

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u/freckles_x_ — 11 days ago

I wish I didn’t self harm

Broke my 6 year clean streak a few weeks ago and I wish I didn’t but it’s all I think about now

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u/freckles_x_ — 13 days ago

Wanted to relapse but didn’t

I wanted to self harm today. Was thinking about it a lot at work and then I got home and smoked a joint and I’m alright now I don’t feel like I want to self harm ✌🏼 haha. Anyone else smoke?

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u/freckles_x_ — 15 days ago

Wanted to relapse but didn’t

I wanted to self harm today. Was thinking about it a lot at work and then I got home and smoked a joint and I’m alright now I don’t feel like I want to self harm ✌🏼 haha. Anyone else smoke?

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u/freckles_x_ — 15 days ago

Relapsed over a guy :(

I was clean for maybe 6 years and was seeing a guy for abit and things ended and it made me self harm again Afew weeks ago

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u/freckles_x_ — 16 days ago