Struggling with religious escape
I don't know what to do. I no longer believe in god and wanna explore buddism but I cant. I cant escape my past mindset about sin and going to hell if I even dear speak bad about him. I just need advice becaue I don't beileve in god and christianity can get toxic but I just can't escape the belifes that held me down like chains...Does anyone know hwo to escape it?